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һйĵطǼ˵׸򡣡򶼲֪ô
Ǽʮ֮һļҵĳӣĸɪȴһƶŮˡѪʼĻô
ĸļҵ峤·ǣǼʰҹݵǡǼ˸ĸ״ˡ
һ裬һĪҵ䱦ȣҲǰгֵŮˡڹ˺ĽɫȻɪջû
ܵܺһãǳɵǣ⼸ѪףǺȹ׵ġɪΪѲԲеڶӣҲǹѪıر֮һ
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ǸȫǶάĽ档ʲôͬУͬޣʲôǰ£ʲôС֣ʲôɬ׸С졣ŶܲܲҪô洿ûУһϰ⻨Ե鳡Կ
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ҵǣûˡ˿һжǳ˳֮ҲԺһ㣬ƨƨˮţջչǰԼұװһԷԶˮװõͰҺûͰɲˡˣҲ˷Ǯ
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Ҫ֪ڵϣԲһֵгɴĺ֪ЩŮҪôΪǮҪôΪȨоǿʦɱֵĿաڴϣǾһŮ˰ѻ.ƬûɹԼ
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˿̣е꣬ȻһȥƵġԣĳ̶ֳϺͬԼ뷨0һʲôͼô˰ɣ˶°ĶѧٷչҲǲĶɣ
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׼˼׼ڤ˺üСʱˮѴŪʪˡȻΪԼѾóֵս׼ʮʱӶˡ
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ǵģȼ֮ļΪ˱һпܵ鷳Ѫİ취һһҩҪ³˼˵ϲŽУûпռģֻи³˼˵ԾáĿǰĿռԾﲻز
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Сŵͦɰġ˫۾""ģһ޹ӡƺСһã֫ûʲô⣬ŬҪվȴǻСԴһһġ
ЦȻСĵİС˻ܿĳèƵģС°͡ȻСһľ"๾"ķ۾ˡ
찮֣Ҫ֪ڵıﻹСءһ뵽֪ĵС첻еѹˡûˡҪһֱȥ˭ܼأ

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ǻ˼άڻ֮⣬ܶЪˡ쵱ʱͼĶ˼άˡһйѪдķɶ˵Ļ"Ǹҵţһģ"
Ҫǻ˲Ե粨һǳȵĿֶôǿҵ*
ֻϧԲûйãƺ̧һɫķ䣬Ҳˡ̲ס룬δԻ˵̶̫˰ɣңô׵ģôһ˶ûأ
ⳡĻԪأʵڿ˻ͦġ˰ETٵ˶ڲ˾Ǹʲôӣȴû
Ǹʱĵˣδ඼һǶ³˼˳ź棬˵ͷ۵˶Сǵ࣬ʮǾǾˡ࿴ǴžͻײոĻ档ҲΪʲôԸ³˼Ȼ棬ŴǲѪȵԵʡ
ԭǸ죬Ȼļҵĳӣ˵Ҳ̳ļңϧǣӲǿĸǸκΰԳԼҸǰʸ̳ļҡ
ȻǸ躣г˶ͲΪ֪ˡȻûи쿴޸'ɷ"ʲôĻᡣäƼް
¿ʲô˿ֱˡ˷֮ǰĵطҪúܶ࣬ʩʲôĻеģʲôۼҲûˡеСʧеҡ
òһ¾ͼˣеʱԼȥô졣ӣҪӻͲˡҪ͸ɴװգУôδһҽѧƼܷô죿취ա
Ҫôɴͺ̸УļȲܿף˻ͬļ϶Ҳϵ档ֻҪϵӦѲͬ־ôҲǵĳɹ̣ڲ˵......
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ˣСһǲëĶΪԼָϽ˳ë
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֮֮ûҲš
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˺һڱﲻסץСһЦ˵"˺ˣ㡣"
СһŰһŤͷƨɶ׼졣ЦְСһ§ǰֻצӳŶۣȻ͵ɴ۾˵"ϣк"
СһﱻôһŪȻǲ̫ˣСһŤһħצ൱ʵôСʱദСһƺˣղ֫еѾûκϰˡ
쿴棬ôȻǾģ
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ǽ϶ʱͳһš
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¶һĨЦľջǰ;ȻǶѵô
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ΰ˹񰡣뱣ɣĬ˶š
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ʱſղ굽Сצץϵ·ϣһ˫ţССԴȴţһ˫ˮĶ죬ССβͱص֮䣬һ˺ܴŵӡ
ʱˡһŻ˰ɣġôĶ֪˵Ĵأײɽ˰ֵģŴɻĵط˷ɴȻ¹ʣⶼʲô߿Ƽ
òſ˴ϣСҲһ𡣶ʱ򣬾ˡ챾ܵľƺ̫ְС޽˻ﻹסĺ˼룬׹˰ɣҲ̫˰ɣȻǲ빱׾ջҲûĳ̶Ȱⶼʲô°
컳Сʱϲ""ΧúҸӡҲ֣ô̶װãôȥ""ŻᱻˤɣȻײ̫⣬""ȻǺ۵ӣᱻˤİɣһġ
СǾ뵹ʱ""һ̾ͳ˼ӣ̶ڴϲܶ
Ȼ֪ԼǱˣڱˤƬˣΪЩͻȻֵĴӸ־ŲѡԾǺƬĽֻҪϳִ֮õĶҪʬҪʵ飬ҪôǱ......ò˵ˡ
лҪ˵ˡȻ˵㣬ôǶ,,,,,,,

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ò˵ܷɴʵǸ³˼ݣòĺͰȫ˵һġԣ˵ЧȻżȻ
Ĭ˶ڷɴ֮ͣ̾ʹӹ̶״̬һڻʼӵҲҴҵļϣȻĬ˶ָ¿ʼѰǵ
Ĭ˶żȻײǵӦȫûӰģڰҪһʲô£Ĭ˶ʮԴġңڵ᲻ˣĬ˶ĵ᲻ĴѷɴҲˣҪǴԻװã˵Щˣ򶼵군
ϧǣһ˼ѷɴˣûҵӰӡ
Ĭ˶޵ʱһʼһԱͷϢ˵ڹѺĴ˹
Ĭ˶һԴôǸأթƻؾȻͨķʽͼ̽³˼˵ϢߣնģôĹӢΰԣһӵǸ࣬ǾͰؽ˴ա
ʲôѵ......Ĭ˶ϽľͳǸܹȥ
Ϊס̲סͿʼ³˼˵İȫʩȫ͵ġ˵״̬еĸΪ̶˲ǾͿʼԽԽĽе
ĸоЩȻԽԽˣŶһҪʵˣԽԽ£ԽԽ󣬱̶ƺҪ´ԸǱԶתͱ˴¡
ôһɵסˡô£
ץǰСʱҲе֣߸ССëëͷ̵Ĵ۾ôϲζ""໣""ùŹ֣Ȼϲ棡
쵱Ȼ֪Сʲô˫۾ȵһͿֿС޺ͦİֻǰצãǰֻСС̶̵ĺȻе򻬣ʱĵȥץ
ڸпʱ·ʵڲͬʱеεĿСޣ˵"ԹԹԹԹ԰ҪҪҪҪҪȥȥȥ......"
ɴҵ𶯵˵һ仰ѡ
С޵һҲһ""С޵סŴͻȻ³ˡ
Ӧʱ䶼ûУô泯µı˴͵ذķ϶ͷСޣһ¾ͻָĶȥޱ......
ȷɴڲپ𶯣;Ѿͷˣ˰ɣһǵģѾٽǲҪʻʵˣֻ˭ܿ
".......".ܹ˵ˡ
ҲĬ˶ϵյʱν
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Ĭ˶Ȼôˣΰ"ѹ"Ȼ룬ССӰôˡĬ˶ӯĳȥ˵ʲôͿ¶ԴСޣƺһã¿˿""Ī˱ʾǳ֡
ܿͿڰе""ȻԳ˹Ĭ˶ܲ""һͻȻСȻһԾ˰УСҲŬ˼£һͿյͣ٣ٽţ͵Ķˡ
СһȻᣬôһģһȭƵģܵľһҽУǴҲʱ˵ϡ
һмͷת˲֮䡣Ĭ˶һʱҲû׵׷ʲô¡ͿС޶ĶһèƵĺУһ˫ɫ۾ݺݵĶǰһڵĻʼӡ
Ĭ˶һĻֱжˡǵڶôĳԣǵѾǶ......ҲǷ֮ıײ֮һ
Ĭ˶һʱûСޣ֮ĸ³˼˶ʶǿңֻͷڵСޣΪضսһѪĬ˶ǵȻǵκβҪǣɾͲô򵥵ˡ
ǵķɴȽǵûоָĻ»ǼˡȻ³˼˴սǵڷڣô˵ʱ򶼲Ǻܺõսʱڡ
Ĭ˶һڻʼӵĳԱ˻֣Ϊ˼ǵĵ⣬Ĭ˶ò˳ȥңĬ˶Ǽ˲εġȻ֪Ϊʲôǰ൱أҳϵĬ˶ǾԲ˺ġǰ࿴ȥе......
ŲĬ˶ЩƵ뷨ֻվĴİǵҪôҲø׼
쾭ôһľźˣʵ̲סŭˡﳯ컨"лûУſң"
ĴȻСһȤҲͲĬ˶ˣת̽ͷ졣ССë׵СԴƵĲţգ˫۾޹档⸱ȵĸβǾôȣҲôŰ
춼ˣСһ˵"Сһܲȴȥſţˡ"
СԲ˼;""ı֣е......ȻСҲΪʲôǸͻȻð""ʣǺĺСС޵ͷ۵Сͷ""򣬹ȻûӡȻܳԣҲǺõġС˸ֺ
Ĭ˶ȵĿǰһĻҪ֪ķҲһˡڵƻǾ˵ģƻôһɴͲʲôĬ˶᲻ƻҷɴԻװãһ군ءĬ˶ôһǣʵΪͷ顣
ǣǰҡСβͣһˮСǸʲôĬ˶ΪԼþˡ۾֮ʶġǵǰȤӡ
Ĭ˶ôһ˲ΪȥƺûҪƻɴܿüǵôԶһôأһʲô֪ķǵ
̫ΣˡҪ֪ڣҲҪǶǵʲôõͼǿô죿
ò˵Ĭ˶ʵһĻʼһ죬˼ͼֱˡ
챻СһǿˮҺСһĵطıӺ죬ûſ죬Ҳûˡ۾Сһô
޿̵ڲϵĿˮһſҧסСһҶͷŴһȻСһסʱɿݣֺһ"ſҰ"
һ""㹻ңǴӦ˱ߵı飬Զ⿪ˡ
켸档
лҪ˵컹ûпٸа

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ڱ챧ŵСһһ㲻ƵģĵСȣֻǰצֱϣĬ˶""Ľš
һͷ亹ǰȫ""УȥʩݵġսߡǷŴģֱͲǵˣһˣһǵİɣ
룬ԭ˳ģǣСһܲܲҪٽ˰ŭˣʲô϶ᱻץȥʵģˣһ֣סСһ͡
СһﱾڵڳĬ˶𻰣˼Ȼ""ģȴ""ס͡СһԴסˡСһͲˡ""ڸʲôأ""......
СһʱĬ˶ʼר־Ŀ""ּһ㣬ҧӡˣ
üëһһµĳ鴤ţС쵰أû̸ôʹϽĳ֣ȻСһƨϴ£˼ݵ㡣
ʵҲֻĬ˶""ˡԣֽûκáΪСһƨ֮Ĭ˶ɫѿˡ
Ĭ˶ȻǿˣǸ࣡࣡ڸʲôȻҶ죡ȻҴ......βҪɱ࣡һҪ
ȫԼʵѾԵǻˡۿǸжͷϱྭֱɷʱ̲ס˵ˡ
˵"˵ôDo you speak English"棬һˣʱԣҪôŶ
"......࣡ڱǸ³˼˵ôеԣûǲյģĹҲһ"Ĭ˶˵ʵĺȥֱ۶""""ĲӣǣǵȴءĬ˶붯ܶ
һ¾Ĭ˶ĻĬ˶жӣ⻹ʱ˿ܽǺ°棡ʵ֪ļƺѾԣγһּۺ˸еԵĹͨϵͳ߿Գ֮Ϊ
ƾһļдܶû⣬Ҫ˵еˡͷת䰡ԣһڱܵģõľˡȻҲǵһ˵˾
ô˵Թͨǿϲġ
ҵ֯һĬ˶˵"ͬ־ҵĻ̫ˣҵĸô̸̸"
"̸ʲô"Ĭ˶ôֿԾͿʼʱ䡣
Ц˵"Ǹ֪׵ģҲҵı⡣Ǹ̸̸׵£ǲܹıһַʽ......"
ĻĬ˶üͷֱʲô˼ѵԸ͸³˼˵ôʲôﶼ³˼˵ǿΪȺµൽŶϵȦȻ˵ʲô⣡ҿ³˼ô
Ĭ˶ʱǺü۵ĿˣӲǰ˵Ļָ˻ȥ
ľսĿĬ˶ͻȻĸɱڣﻹ߶֪˵ʲô
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룬ɵˡδǼʵ൱˵ġܶΥ߶ǻ˺йԼġԼϾǹԼΥȥͲټڶˣʲôܵģԣѵЩ˴ӦҪΪ*ôŶϵ۰̫ΥƽԼˣ
һţͱܵСһԴë޵ĵëʱֶըһëģСһĶûôԣǾͦġ
һĻĬ˶ʱֱİΣΪв......
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Ĭ˶ڰֻҪǣָܻѵһвô
лҪ˵Ȼæµģ

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һ˾裬쵹Ƕ˷ڿͨĬ˶ղŷʲô¡
Ĭ˶ܲмĿԱ࣬Ƣŵ"ɴղŷϡȽĪǡ"
"ŶռĺлǷǳΣյġɴ֮ǰҪǰúüŶ԰Ҫʲô⣬ǿǻ˰"ܱܵΪɴһпȥͦãҲûʲôԱΪֻͨĹ⡣
Ҫ֪ղ泬ٷеʱ׹䵽ģֱӻȥ㻻ڵκһ࣬ȥġɼ³˼˿Ƽķɴȫϵʵ̫ˡ
һ濴Ҳǲ֪ηô
"η"ߵ۶ʱĬ˶ɭɭԹĻҲ̫˰ɣҪǻķڽѹʱѾɻҽ˰ɣﻹ۵õ
ǣۿ§ǵ࣬Ȼʱһ£ǵǳƵֲһӡĬ˶ǿһѪԲκ֪໳С޾ǵ̫ˡǵģҪ·
ȫ֪Ĭ˶ʲô˵Ϊ³˼˵ɫ˹Źֵġˣǣ׼ʲôʱأ˵ĸ̸飬ľջԶΣհ
ʣ"ʣǸǴʲôʱٳأ"
Ĭ˶˵"ڻȷɴҪάޣУҪȴԮ"ôصķ¹ʣǸ³˼˵"վһ"Ҳ˲ˡ½Уǲ
Ĭ˶ͷ۵ǣڵĪǡʵ̫ˡôȽ
Ĭ˶ĵʱ򣬾лʼӵĳԱҴ˵"£Ĺͧ"
Ĭ˶üͷʣ"ڷɴô"
"⣬¡ɴϵͳױϣҪάޣҪʮʱȱϡ"Ǹ˾ͻش
"Ǿ˵ǱȴԮôľԮʲôʱ򵽣"Ĭ˶ʡ
"Ѿͱ߾ؾī˹ȡϵܹʮʱ¡"
ʮʱ......Ĭ˶ĬţıԵ൱ء
һǵĶԻԣĲԼȻܹס첻ӦΪǸļҲйѧ³˼ľ
ˣ֣ѵƷôԼ˸ʺţô£ɻʲôʱ
ͺһԲ죬汦һ˵"ʣʲôʱ"
Ĭ˶üͷ׳ƵƳ˵"һʱ͵ĸСʱⶼ֪ôôѧģ"
ǳ鴤һ£ûзðɣȷʵûϹѧǸļ䣬Ŷ治˼ѧʱ򣬾ȥˡ
Ĭ˶˵ôٻҪٵʮȥ³˼˵ôµûôϾ֮֮ˡ
෴Ĭ˶ı֪ʮʱʵںͷˡ
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ʱ챧ŵСȴ֪ôͻȻС޵ͦûôʱС޾ȻһĻ
""һͺ"СһҪȥ"˵ţ챾ܵľ׷˹ȥ
Ĭ˶ʼӳԱҲһһ׷˳ȥ
Сʱȴ嵽˷ɴĴϣž޴͸ֲ֡ȷʵҲǲһְɣҲ̫ΪڷɴײɵĽɣǺʯɽ޴Ĳۺͽ......ǲɣǷɣ
ͻȻʶǲеʲôղ־ҵȽô
ʲôܿжס۹⡣СһĶڲǰ棬""ĺ
ڲ棬˸˸ķɹ""ȥںԲΣмĶ档ĿǼеĳʶһĹͷɴЩ""ӦþͲ
ٶ۽ǳ鴤Բε̹˷ϣȻֱҶƬһͲô......Ŷδʵ̫졣ôȥս
Ĭ˶ʼӳԱȻҲǿЩĬ˶һ˵"Բ"
ʼӳԱе˷ܵ"£ǲҪǴ"
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ңĬ˶ĸ֪ƺ񣬾Ȼܹ˼Ծĵط
Ĭ˶ӿ϶"Ե"ˡ
ǣĬ˶ֿ֪ʲôʱٶȰǵػ죬ʵЩ޿κΡ
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"޿ɷ棡"Ĭ˶ܾٸṩκϢ
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ͷߣбҪôô
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"Ѿôôֻ"Īһ˹ﴫ˳վͨѶһֲֵӣǹޱ顣
ͨѶŭĶһŮ˺šŮȴǱˣǺ躣ȡȵɫȻҲôáôû뵽³˼˵ķɴȻôǹٷжܷ׹¼ֱ̫Цˡ
ҪĬ˶֪εķɴ׹¼ȻĳЩ˲뷨߷ߵɱл
¸ͷ۵ӦļҡȫŪε׹¼Ǹ³˼˵ıĴɷɴ׹ˡǵ뷨ȻļʸСԣ¼˵ıô
"㲻ҪҺѾϳ׸ȥ£ҿûܡĪ֪......ɱû㣡"Ц˵ֱжͨѶ
ҲЦ˾ڲ߻ʲôǶĪ̵ʲôôںȣߣҪǿãΪŵʲôʱȥƾô
ҧгݵĿһĻʾࡣǸӸ³˼˵ķɴﱧͷȻżеӭȺ⡣һһЦݡĲвΪ˷ܶ赹
һĶӰˣʲôõģô޷޵š
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ĶԻûн̫áĬ˶ǳ̸ˮ׼ܿ˵Ƿɴ׹䣬ѰԮ˼Ĭ˶Ҫ಻òͬ⡣
ȵȻΪĬ˶˵ڷɴ߻⽱Ļǵһ޸³˼˵ࡣż
ΣĪĿǰǸ³˼˺̽նӹֵͬǣʷʮꡣΪῪȨ³˼˺Ϊ˳ʮ֮áΪĹϵӽĪǣһϽо塣
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ҲΪʲôԭǱָǿġԣǸʲ
ˣĬ˶ҪŻᱻܡ
˸߲ҵ֪뿪ҷɴʱĬ˶ֱӺԼ¡һԻݳڹǰڶ΢Ц֮⣬κԽտСޡ
˶Եеɻ֮⣬Ĳû̫⡣ǲǻ޹ؽҪ඼֪޸ˡڲܺ˵ûǼ˵Ļм֧֣˵ҲǺܹŹֵɫܲ˵ΪĬ˶£ǹڻ˼ѾûˡҪ뿼ŷˡ
ΪʲôһҪչ˺Сأ
ʣĬ˶ֻܽ˵"ĳϲԲ˻뿪ߣ"
ƲƲ죬ŶȾȻǸ³˼ĵĳǲ"Ϲ"ô"Ϲ"ƷζǺ࣬ȻϲСôЦ˵"ģҾԻῴȵġ"˵ܵĶС˵"ȣԹŶҪ֪"
"໣"СӦƵĿ컳˲䡣
ʱ˼㱨˵"ĸļҵҲ......µ塣"
Ĭ˶ЩԾ"Ȼ㲻ͺġһڴ"Ĭ˶ʵз"Ե"Ŀġ
Ǻʲô¶ڵԣʵڳƲʲô¡ļλ弸ͺ躣ͬȵһִڡŲ˺ʲôءǣͱܵҪܾ
֪ԽԽᶨĬ˶Ŀһвɸ˵ܣ
Ĭ˶յ"ȥ壡"
ᣬֻܴӦ
ǣĬ˶ȻһǳûʼǵĻҶڸ³˼˵ݷǳءȻѾǻôһоͱ밴ո³˼˵Ĺ͢ǻ壬Ҳǡ
ǣǰʮֶ񡣶ֶֻǳ΢Цһ£Ȼȥĳˣͷϵˡ
ڸڼӵĬ˶ɨеóһ۷ݷѹּǱڻѪѹָߣ
ڻµɨʾйĬɡ
Ĭ˶żͬʱԸ˼ûʼһһװī˹ԮҲͬ䱸״̬
лҪ˵ΪʲôҾĬ˶ϷɣŶСϷأ
ŤԣղŶ

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ȫ֪ĶԻǱˡҪ˵ǶԻ˵ĵ
ȫĬ˶Լݣ˵пСһֻû뵽Ĭ˶ԼҲ˶ġŶˣܲܲҪô˻еԭòã
ĳĬٶĬ˶ӻĺĿģҲıΪڱ
˵˼仰⵽켫䵭ĳĬӦȥԼĳȤ
ͿЦеĶСһӣȻְСһԴϵëң룬ͻȻĸСһ˸ͷʵǿɰĲС
³˼""Сһһܵģ۾ˡںڵϴͷСİĦַûִܹСȻĺˡ컳ﲻ뿪ú⡣
ɫԽԽѿʵûסһ³嵽ǰݺݵ˵"죡ں˵ûô"
"......"ʵĺǰĬ˶Լ£ʵڲ뿴Ĭ˶ſѪġǶôìܵĹòãֻñ˵ʲôͿ˵ɵ˼
Խߣ"죬Ϊ˸³˼˵ʲô˲ô㣬ļҶԣʲôǣֻҪļһ죬Զõϣ"
"......!"ıͦ޹ġҲûָļҳɾ͵ʲôǸͲˡҲûΪļʲôɣͺεʲôŲôɵȥΪļջأˣⶼʲô£ֻҪҵ˵ĸˣ϶˵
˵ĸӦþǸɣǸĬ˶˳ݵӣҲʲôǵٿĬ˶˼ģ˲ᶼ"ߴ"İɣôЩˣҲ϶Լ"ݰС"""Ȥɣ
ıһ˲ֱĺ֡
˼άȻһЩɢʵյ˵۹⿴ľԳƵꡣҪ֪ڵϵʱ򣬾ƾϼرǶŮԵʱʲô"Ӣаȣ"ȵЩݴʲҪǮһҡʱȻѾʮҲĵĳޡֻȥûɵİնֱѩƵ
˶ӦòʲôȤɣһ顣
ǰԳʵڲ֪˵ʲôˣһʱûаסȻһ־קǰ졣
һǻع񣬾ôſͷʲô
ʵ滹ûʲôϾ""һҪǴ죬»Ǽˡ뵽͸³˼ھװϵĲ죬ֻû⵨
ǣĶǾȺӵĸ³˼ˡ
Ĭ˶ͷβһֱڲ²Ŀġرǵɨַһι۲˵"±ǰͬԺǶ˼Ʊԡ"
Ĭ˶;ޱȷ߿ɨǷһϵָԵ˼ɨǷ˰óһ仰"µı̫޽"
Ĭ˶ܹÿ澿ʲôһȥġ
£Ĭ˶ҲΪֻÿżеˣ˵ȫţͷĻǸĪָӹԱѵҪǻɵĻºԼļϵô
Ĭ˶ЦôױƭôҪ֪һʼͱʾ̸ӵ̸ˣôܺͼûйϵأ
Ĭ˶ֻܺ޺޵Ŀż˫һϷȻвĶĬ˶һ£ĽǶȿǸ빥ΰô
Ĭ˶ʱټһ³˻̸ңǾԲ˺鷢ġ
ֻĬ˶ų̸ңһסˡ
ͬʱȴһĲҽУͼǰץѾջأصԼ
ȫסһŲͣʽСһľԼСצһһڵšû£С޾Ϳʼ"磬"ĴˡȻͱӶİСצϲ˲ϣǸ˵Ѫѳԣ˥ϵ֬ζ
"......ȣʲô"ʶʻСһ
һǰקסʱȻŭ˱챧ڻСһּСһԴȥġԭΪĶе㷢㶵쵱Ȼ͸ûע⵽СһôĻȻֱ¾ǰ......צ......
СһֻצӶϣ״˿ڶʱˡСһͳʱ""һɤӣ˼ǣҪ""
ȻϾѪܵˡСһצӱӲ˲١Щ֮СһֹɵĻصĻΪצﻹвٵѪ֯Сһ򣬿û뵽ǹɶĵζûСһѬ
СһϽϲ˲צӣž㡣ǣСһֳ""һɤӡ
һֱʱع񣬼ЦõĿŻﲻϲԼСޣ˵"Ŷȣôûò......"ȻôûͦСҲôô
лҪ˵ţ㣬ñ硣

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Ĭ˶˾ͰѲͣһ߰һ߳ŭ˳ȥۿǸŭӣĬ˶һλǲˡòΪͼгԲűͳİɣǸ޲ó˵ӣʵڲ̫Ǽװġ
ʵĬ˶ɣҲġǸӣĬ˶˳ʵڻǲǵú˴һܡǸѪʵ̫ˡ
䲻ģԸһĬ˶ӡҲЩΪʲô˼ʱĳͳĬ˶һֺõЦ⣬˵"Ĭ˶̫ллˡ"
νֲЦˣĬ˶ͳ˵"¿ˡǻʼһӵΡ"
"ŶǺǣ"ͦ˵ģԭܵǻʵһı벻֪һѡ˿̾ȥɡ
˷ܵĶĬ˶˵"Ĭ˶㿴ȫǵԼҿûк˵һ仰Ŷ㿴Ҷô㹤ˣǲܽǵĸʶһ......"
Ĭ˶Ļ۽΢΢鴤һ£ǰԼ£Ի......ԣղҲô
Ĭ˶ɿһ͵"ǸϣǼġ"
͵"ͨѶô"ǸʲôģڲδôͨѶ豸ϵȽ
Ĭ˶ޱ"ԡ"
"......Ҿ͵ȵȣȵȡġǺǣ"첻ҵĬ˶ֻôŹҹ¡
˿̣һֱĬ˶ĻʼһӳԱ˵"£෢ѶϢ˵ʱʹʩǽȥ......"
Ĭ˶ʱȴ"𸴣лǵĺ⣬ǻȥɴϵȺԮȽϺá"
"ǣ¡"˰Ĭ˶Ļ͸ࡣ
ʱ˵"Ϊʲôʹʩأɴô"
Ĭ˶""һ"ͺǵһ̫ˡ"˵Ĭ˶ܲмһ졣
ʱ޻˵ðɣ򣬾ʲôҲ֪ǰֵַӰŰɡ
ûãͱСߵ˴ӷɴǱ߿Сͷɵԡǰʱķɵķɵ³˼˵СͽͨߣԿȥҪһЩҲƯˡ³˼˵Ļ־Ҳӡڷɵλá
찵""һǿĿȱνְͷǰǼܷɵĿʼˡ
"O"죬ĿɿڴĿһĻǼܷɵıһ͵ľ޴е塣ǱνôŴͷţж߰߰ɣǷɵġôҲɣ
˾ȵǣǸ͵Ļе˳ǰŲ˰벽͵Сǰе˵ϥ£ȻѾԼ˷ܲѵС֡
Ǹʲô˼ɵ㶵ĿԱһĻеָ
˿վĬ˶ʵе㿴ȥˣǰ"£㻹վȥ"
Ĭ˶ˡǸôûడѵǴôĬ˶Ϊ֪ĪǸ³˼ڹ¾࣬ĪϵδĻỳʲôѺõ̬ȡȻ˵³˼˶ηսĪϹӵеսҪڴ˿̵Ĭ˶ǡǵķɴû׹٣ЩսֵһƫƫǷɴĶϵͳˡҲûʹáֻĻǾռƵġ
ˣĬ˶Ǹ³˼Ϊĵס˵Ļ޵еģҪݻһҪǧ˵Ҳһʾ
ֻıʵĬ˶е²ӡ˾ڷʲô㶣ⶼûôǣĬ˶ǰһĻδĻһʶ϶ǸԱСطģȻҲģһļ廹ϵĳͻǱģ
Ŷ࣬ǿ³˼˵ôΪǺƭأȵǵָ˳̬һҪһԣ׵Ļһ˻
ֻ£Ĭ˶ٿ§ڻﲻͣҪϻ׵ǵʵˡɲĳòã
Ĭ˶ѵԼҪʲôˡҲȻĬ˶⡣Ϊ͵߻׳ֵʱ򣬸еһ࣬ϻ˵鶼ǾġֱĿǰΪֹֻͨĻףǵļﲻͬ³˼˵ĻɴӷתɹԻסмϵĲǼΪӴġ
ȻȻĴһĨ۶ʺԼ̰ܹõһ߸³˼˵ĻףôļҾͺпӵȽĻװɵ䵽Ŭϻָϡ
Ȼǣ죬Ϳɣһ......תˡ
ʱ򣬽ӵĻٶȱλ˷Ȼһڿն˲Զ
Ҳ֪Լôҵģ;һգۼ䣬ʹ¶ָģ䵽˷ڲ
׵Ǹ˼ҵĵطҲ󣬵˾ʹ´ˡ
˼еӡ󣬾;ഺ"ߴ"꣬Ĭ˶Ȥˡ
͵"˼ʻǷɴô"
"ǻס¡"˼ԥһ£ŴĬ˶ǲܺεĻ̸ཻ̫ġֻ˼Ҳ֪ν"̸ཻ̫"Ǹʲô˼ǣĬ˶ԸһҪöԴµǣԴ졣ˣƻµֳʶ⣬شһӦòΥɣҪǲĻ᲻ᱻ϶Իأ
"Ŷǻװ"һȻģΪ֪ʲôǻסԻ׵ʶֻͣ"ν"Ǹļ䣬Ի׵ʶҲֻпαǼսӰϡ˵ʵڵģЩеĻ״ս̣"ν"ûдĲΨĻףʵڹ̫ЩĲѧˣ
Ǹļһͷһ׻һ򡣺ðɣδִƬݵġȥʮ־Ѫڡ
ٽȥʲˡΪ޴𡣲ܿעͱĪԭòסˡҪ֪ǰʱǸû쿴Ļᡣ
Ǻεһ׳۵ľɫ
˵죬С޶Ŵ۾һ˲գĿ档
ƬƬԭʼɭ֣ߴľ͵ڣʱвٳεٷɳ񱻻ĳһ
쾪ƵĿǰľſˮ˼˵"ЩΪʲô"
˼ͽͣ"ĪеĪϵﶼмǿĹԣǡ"
"ΪʲôЩ໹פ"ЩŪˡǿЩϵֲܸоǳΣա
˼Ц"£ԽΣյĵطʹԽḻԴһԴȤ"
""εЦЦȻ֪˼˵Щûж⣬ͬΪ죬ŻǾЩڵϵʱɲΪԴҶôû뵽δôˣ໹ûиı䡣
ûô˵ˡǰСޣֻצӽİŲС˷ϣѹıģ˼
ʧЦС޵צ˵"ȣôȤΣյġɲܳȥŶ㿴ô٣ҪǱ˦ɾûˣ"˵עҲǱ澰
Сû죬Ķ棬ûע⵽ĵطС޵Сϣצʱʱ֡
лҪ˵รСҪô

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һڣڻصɴѾоǳˡҷɴȻϵͳ̱ǱõԴܹ֧ʹáص֮󣬵һ¾׼ϴ˯
Ĭ˶Ѿ˵ϣʹԼķòҪڻطɴ·ϿôЩ˿ֲֲȥÿһԼսֵȻһڴӦĬ˶Բš
Ȼñ֤Ĭ˶ǵļϸǾͰ˼췿ſվڡԻ¡
ڶԼİȫ룬ȫûзĬ˶šڵϵʱҲбڵġ൱ϰˡ
ֻһСˡС޸һԸ뿪첻еͷۡҪϴ谡ѵСޣ
ŶŶΪʲôϴʱܴСһأͻȻ뵽һ⡣ǰΪʲôأСһҲܣȻûô¹أ......һϴҲǲ԰
Ȼ;Сһһϴ衣
סķȻȥ˲١ֲ֮ģԵúδ񡣺ðɣδˡδԡң˵˵ԡҲú档
ԡǸεĿռ䣬沢ûڵϳĻ֮ĶǰǸļ䣬ܶ߼ԡңصġ
߽ԡǰͺܸɴİԼѵĹȻһſűߣƺһŹСһ
һ߱Сһﳯԡߣһ߾һֵСһıӣ˵"ȣͰְһϴװŶ"
......Ϊʲôȵİְ֣ϰܲɷֵԭϲԼĳﵱɶ֮Ĵڡѧķһȱı......ȻԼǲ̫ġ
Сһܾ͸ˡ
Сһֺ˫̵Ĵ۾ôһգգĿţ""ĸˣˮҪˡңСһڱһʱ򣬸۾""ϵĳ֣ȥװ۵ģ""ĶͣҡΣɢһɺصζСһͻȻҧһڳӦúܺóԵĸо
Сһ룬־ǲֺʲôͦġʲôأĶҲŶ
СһʱͻȻһͨĴС
Сһ̧ͷվԡм""""ڸʲôأΪʲôҪǽڴأ""֣
쵱ȻҲûǽڴ󺰣ǣѵӦôôԡҵĿշ䣬ȥˮĵطûУԡô
ᣬδȻ³˼˵ĿƼôôƾļ䣬ȴ˵ԡҶô̫۸˰ɣ
"໣໣"С޳ͽ˼ǣ"⣬"
찲οƵĸ˼Сޣ͵"ȲҪְԡĿء"
"໣"СĻԭ""ҪϴôŶⲻָɾ""ӡ
СʵҲ֪ԼЩ뷨Ǵġͺһʶһܶͻ𽥵ıʵҲʾС۶ܲٶȳɳƫƫˣǴĴ⵽ѹûС޵֮
û˵СԼҲ֣ᷢΨܻе㾭Ĭ˶˿æź磬оǷɴά޵飬ϾĻ
СֺһΡȫͷԵʱ򣬵ͷһͷѪȫһ.......ʲô
һС޾͵ˡֵĿԴԴϵѪɫˮܰǽð......
"໣"䲻ˤڵϵС޲ˡӦ죬ƨɶҪˤˡССצӾץȼ¡
һ£ŻعͷϻǺɫҺָܿ侲ŷֺɫҺʵѪûѪȵζֻһֲ㡣ٶСĵһˮһ£ȷġ
˿ڻСһﾹȻˡһĬ˶Ǻ˵СͲԲ˸˵¡ֱܱ
żʱͷһͼ˼ѾûĭСһˡԭɫˮȻһֻԡ¶֮ĶֱӾͿԿʼϴ˰ɵ죬ǾͿʼԡСһ￪ʼ˵һιԡ
ѹСһﶫ࣬СһƺҲͦϲϴģֱͱͷ󹷻ܶˡ͸ָСݡĭС޵Сһ϶ѳһݡ
״ǴЦ"ȣԣкˡ"
СȫȻֵ֪Ϸһֱеˣżúɫˮɾĭϴˡޱ㣬ԡһȫܣϴ֮Զûˮˡǽϳëװú֮ǰõͰͬһƷƵġ
ϴ㣬СһȻҲٶɵ֮ܿ˯ˡСһʱȴǵűɫ۾ſϡһϴ֮˯СһͿװ׵ؾúȤرССĵ㣬ȥܿɿڵӡ
Сһ˳ĶӳŲŲŲŲٽԸԳ㡣ȻζŶһô""ȤŶ
СһҲ˯ˡ
˯ʱͻȻ;ò֪ΪʲôؿһķƣֳԺ۾ͿôһۣŶԭϸƤë......Ȼ......ûѣͼ˯ȥˡ
ʵҪ˵ƽʱ϶ûûģֻҪһĶͻѵˡ֮ζѾص£ûѣǸղϴǸɫҺ塣
ҺԴһֲֺ״ִҲֻи³˼˵ĻʹáСһȻڵġĬ˶͸Сһر׼ˡ˭֪СһﾹȻǺһԡġ
һνӴҺ쵱ȻܲҺеҩԡԲŻ˯
Ҳȫû뵽ǣԺֵʲôƤëʵȴ......
֪ͬԼ仯СһʵʱȴԼʲôٻСһ˿Ӧ˵Ǵһˣ͵̵۾Ŀ磬;ʲô
һԾ˴ͬʱҲƺʶԼϵĸı䡣һͳڴڻ˯е""һۣںǳ""ʱ......Ȼ""ȥĺֻ......һıȴʲôںȥ......
һûκԥ""ĺһ֮󣬾Ѹײڶ֮ƣ˷䡣ʱ˼ֹľ
ֱʱ򣬲Żתѣҡҡλε˯죬ʣ"ʲô£"Ϊʲô˶԰ʨӺ
ףСһȥˣУղ˭ǵë̺Ӱ
лҪ˵

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Ĭ˶ŭɴˣʱҲˡԭԺģɫҲܲõվڷɴĬ˶쭡
ҲͦżģһŵĬ˶Ҫչ˺ȣǷǳϲȣ߶ˣ쵱ȻܽΣյôСһһΣô죿
Ĭ˶Ҳǲ̫ˣֻĳѣѵǸƢܲô
ʣҲǾʱҪһȲؼġ
˼Ϊ߶˿ڼȵķʡ֮СĬ˶൱صĿŷɴЩΣն޴ֲﶼԴҪԣر³˼ˣӵи߶ͿԽǼʵͬģǶԴҪҲǼߵġ
ΪʲôǷĪǣȴַ˿Ȩأ򶼳Ĺ涨Ľеԭ......
Ĭ˶̾˿Ȼ֪Ϊʲô뿪......
"ʼһȫ弯ϣһ䡣"Ĭ˶´ɳȫʿ׼ѰǵĬ˶ڡ
ĿɿڴľͿһȺ³˼һַǳŵķʽӷɴ뿪ʮܻ׳İ˼˲仯αһͷͷͶ͵Ұޡ
Ϊǿ׳һͷȻĬ˶ûʹûףѡ˵ڸ³˼˶ԣǵı쳣ĸйϵͳԽ˻е
Ĭ˶żĻʼӷһ֮󣬵ȾͳĪǳΣԭʼɭȥǸζ
۽ǳ鴤ľͿôһĻٶͷ߰ôߵһͬ񱼶ȥ龰ֱ඼һҪĴ
˼ʱվߣ˫ŤţֱͲһ־ҧˡ
һתͷͿôһĻűʵ"˼ôˣ"ôһֵ׳ƫƫôһǱ˴һĹѸ飬ʵںܾ㤺òã
˼˵"ӳûдһȥһأ"
챻˲ٲ˼ŪԴۣղ˱޵һĻѾܾ˺òãھͲҪӴ̼ˡ
˵"˼Ĭ˶ӳ˼㸺ɴİȫ㿴㲻ǻͬô"ָָʣµʮ³˼ˡ
ʣµǼ³˼Ȼû˼ǿ׳ҲѾֵˡЩҲͬһһӲ
˼ָķ󣬿޵ĸˣ߳˵"ЩǷսԱ"
ʱü˵"͸Ҫˡ㿴Ĭ˶ôҪҪôսԱ......Σհ"ֻôο˼ΪʵĬ˶Թû˼ɣ˭Сһﶪأ
Ȼ˼Ǹܼ򵥵ˣôһ˵󣬵ǾôһˡϾɴĪ׹䣬Ҳûжûзϵͳɴôȷʵע⡣˵ģǼΪΣյ򰡡
һ뷨֮˼ҲͲˡʼִΪʼӳԱĹȰٶͻط䣬ȻְʮսԱԷɴΧһѲߡԼҲǸɴľ䡣
Ϳ˼˲Ҳ˾ޡýܵĴ̼Ѿˣƽľʹ˷һˣ˿̲ӻ壬ĺ۰
ǾҲѻָƽϾղŵһĻ̫̫ˡһο"ν"ʱԭ³˼˻ĹôҰޣŶϵۣ̫ѧˣ
ѹ˵³˼˵սĿǰ֪κǻ嶼Ҫ⿴ǵΣ֪ǵжǿ׳ˡһƺ඼̫ΪǸļûҵκһ˿ڸ³˼˻ӵϢ
Ψһ֪ģǸ³˼ųԽܶĻ׺ǿ׳塣
......ԣֿ֮ÿôͻȻһΣСΪĬ˶ķʵϾҲ̳켣ôõӣ͹Ĭ˶ô㶼ݼݼסֻǣϾΪէҲֳܱѡ
ңĬ˶ڶСһӳ̶ȿСһݿ²"ĳ"ɣЩ³˼˶ӵ͵ģôǸСһﲻҲǸ³˼˰ɣĬ˶ųǻʼӣСһѵǻӣ
Ŷģ첻ҪǻûѾô˰ɣǳ鴤ǸͶ............̫صˣǵȻźˣP̣˼δô
ĺ׶˼ȲõӡŶСһְҪҺôԲΪʱǸʲôӣȻͲɵļƤ
˼ʱͻȻ䣬ɴһξҵ
һô£ˣ
лҪ˵ȫˣorz
Իղذţٰ壬Ģüįģ
ŲˣȥҽԺ.......

17ʮ

ʮ
ôȻǵ
𾪵ĿŲķɴɴָô......ȻҲǲܵġ
ɴʼ̶ľ
Ϯ
챾ܵķӦΪͬʱҲ˷ɴ⴫ļҰŭϽܵԳɴȥһľˡɴȻڱһɫĲһһµļ̌ɫôô֮ǰڷ￴Щ͵ԭʼɭ֡ŶģԭʼɭҲƶôǵǵķɴǽһƬɳϣȻԶȷʵԭʼɭ......ǣҲ̫ѧˣЩԭʼɭֵʲô
֪ôʱűˡһߴһӦĶ鼫Ϊŵĳ˽ȻֱӦø죬һֵԡ
ʱ췴Եøһ㣬"ʲô£"
"£ˣˣɴĪ򹥻ˣûսʿô죿ô죿£"Ǹ˼˻ߵĳš
챻˵ı鵹ŵĲᣬ˵"ɶ侲侲һ......ô£"챻һǴŪԴۡ
мҪ£˵"ЩֲЩֲڹɴѾкü˶ʧȥϵˣ"
üͷ֪˼һЩսԱڷɴΧ䡣͵"˼أ"
һ£"֪û"
ͷˣɴܹôɴҲ˼һսԱղҰŭӦþɣ
쵱ϣ"ȥɴĳڣ˼Ӧ档"
"ɴĳڣ£Ҫȥôԣ̫Σˣ"ġ
Σвʱȥ˵ɴϵֲôЩֲ޴١
͵"ҲҪȥҵ˼˾ȵɴЩֲﻹ𻵷ɴɣ"
һ£ͻȻӦƵ˵"԰԰£˵̫ˣЩֲﲻܶԷɴĴ𺦵ġŶҪȥ˼"˵оȻԼתˡ
Ŀɿڴ......ⶼʲô˰˵³˼˶սôΪʲô˵ı־ͺսһֱȲ񻹲񰡣ӵҪô
ѵ......һתЩսĺԱѵǴսô
ò˵ˡʵ³˼˷ֳ壬һӵ͵ģһû͵ġӵ͵ս壬ÿһսӵмߵսʣսʿû͵ĸ³˼˾ԵСһ㶼뿪ǣΪҲкܴһ־ӪŸ⣬άճ
Щսĸ³˼˻һǷܡֻ֪Ϊʲôǵķķǳ¡³˼˵ΣΪѰҽʽǲ߳ǷΧ̽Ϊռ䡣ҵܹȥķʽ
Щ֪ˡսǿЩսĺԱûʲôӴսǻҲȫΪ¼󡣶սġʵǿսҲƾŷɴôĻʼһӳԱǶսеľӢľӢܳʲôأʵս嶼ôġĬ˶Żֻ˼һ˱ɴ
Ҫ֪˼ս൱ꡣңĬ˶ԣĪϵԭסͷ۵ġĬ˶Ȼû뵽ЩֲﾹȻҲṥɴ
ʱ򲻵òгܣʵڲôǿ׳С
ȻǸг嵽ɴڵĵط׼򿪲ˡ
ʱͷۣϽȥֹвĿУ˵"㲻ܾô򿪲Űк˼ϵô"
Ȼһ˷ܵ˵"˼棬Ҹĺ"
̾˿˵"棬ֲ֪Ҫʲôֲﴳô죿ﻹôô"
Ȼû뵽ô࣬һֲܴʱ˸Ͱ͵˵"......мǶǹ"
͵ͷ"ǶйȻͨѶˣǵͨѶйЧô"
һʱûʲôйЧͽͣ"˵ô"
"ԡȻԡ"˵иϽȥ׼ˡ
ʱ˿ߵɴԵĲﳯ⿴ʱһǰΪڵķλñȽϸߣԲûзǳĿЩԭʼֲôɴģΪЩֲֻ̧ŷɴܶѡ
ȴ뿴ЩֲڻҪ׳ͷһһµҪôҪôײŷɴ
䲻ģһصڲϣŵ͵ĵһ겻ⶼʲô򰡣̫˰ɣ
ʱҰ޵ҸͿһ͵ľһ³˼ˡǸ˾ֵŵǹƺҲȫʹˡ
ôһ˲һͷ޴޸߸ԾһҧǸǸĸ³˼һִӰеҽеŷɴ춼ҵͷһǸˣҧѪУȵ˵ϡ
Ҫɿɽžֿü޴ٳϮ޲òҧܵŵһԾ
֪ͷ޾˼ˡôҵٹ˼ܴоȳˣңҪһŴ򿪣ЩĹô죿
ԥʱǰǸѾ˺üս壬˶ģһţɷ׵֣ǹֶڷ
쿴ľ;öͷǲҲܾͿЩɥɣ
һҲһһǹôǹ֮󣬲żмƵĿǹǼ˿ʼбָȥͬʱţ⼸ڲſʱЩٿǹ۲쿪ŵʱ䡣
һаź֮Ҳһŵսǹ׼սˡ
лҪ˵ÿµֲ໣ʵɸЦģΪʲôһ㶼ЦأţĢȻûиЦϸôҲҪ簡

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ʮ
ʼս
ʲô
һĿɿڴˡܵĴ̼̫ˣһҪ赹ͷ
ЩֲﲻǺܱôЩֲﲻϮôЩֲﲻѷɴôǣô£
龰صԼʮǰڿ˼ʣµļս͸³˼˶Ѿۼ˷ɴſڣ򿪲š
˲䣬˼һİͬǶ˴գҪյֲôӲķս˸ˡյľ˼
˼ڻص֮˲ֱͣߴԴഺ꣬ʱǳվǰ°ĳľ޴һչʾˡ
۽ǳ鴤˵ʲôʱ˼ͻȻͳһ߿һ߻ĺţ".................."
ѽ㺰Ǹʲô龰ϣ
˼ĴޣղűȽյҲһˣԭڴڵҲʼˣ
һȺΧѾ޷Լ˿̵ˡҲһǺ˰Ѵչˡʵƺ˻Ҫز¡
Ǵ˿Ѿһ˿޵ͷĻವðɶˡһ"޸Pӻûأɥ"
ʱѹõ֮©ˣôڵҲǶһü΢ҡµķﰡָ߸ƣȫҪֻڵʵ̫ˣԿȥеΥ͡
ˣһڽհűȿ޵ĲˣֻǿеŹ֣ôǱ֮ӡ
ҲܲôˣֻҪޣĿľﵽˡһǰһ˼һŤΪۣһ"ȥ·"ܲˣԲΪĳط̫˴ţΧһȦ¹Сϱе͵˼
ֻߴܻӭ鵽ô
춼ͷݺץˡ
˼һ£ʲôƵģһ´ӵߺڵǰɻеڲסӾһˡǣܿʲôһ˵"£......мûǱֲץȥˣ"
ʱüͷҲʱתͷţŷֲŵʱûʱѾкöֲȻϢ˲š
ŵͣ˾ͺ"زţ"
ѵ˶ʱʲôƵģһ߼һ߹زţǺԣѾˡűֲ̫סˡ
Ծʧǣʵеһǹһʱһͺ"㿪ǹ˼·ˣͣ"
Ͻ֯˷Ⱥս͵ĸ³˼Ȼûκνս˼׼ǹ׼Ҳֱ½ܿڻ費ͣбˡ˼޴ͣôҲûޣΪ;޴ڴҲûôףһ˺ˡ
쿴ξ;òԣִ"˼"
˼ֱعУȻ϶һı޺ۣȥ͵ĳXϷıMܽӽ......
Ȼ̫˼άɢǿΣҲе޻˵ˡ
ЩŵһҲûиʲôԸǵĻᣬһİ˶ˡ
һʱ䣬ֲҽﲻҲۡһ취ûУۿźüֱ˴ա
ǹҲѾľˡ
˼һͳϵֳҧ㡣˼Ŀֱͬһ˴ա˼ŭĺУȴһ취ûС
ƫƫʱĽűҲͬһŰŪǹȻ˿ûз֡Զ˼ǿˣһͳܹ......
""һʱͷ½ϵĵߵǰ龰Ҳ׷תˡˡ
......ǰɣӶ˫֣˿£ʵޡҪ˰ɣ
ĵݺݵһȺʮ˴еĻҲһ취ûСۿԼô˴ա˼˲ٶȱ׷ʱȴſסˡ
ۿžɴԽԽԶѾ֮棬ⶼʲô°
ȻĿʱһĻˣ
һʵڲ̫Ӧʱֵһ۾Ȼͨ죬Ϊʱ䵹ҵµĳѪ˭⵽ôһ£
ǰץסǣԲûһţЩֱ޿ײ............Щ˴˿ƺһɫ˫ĿգǲȻĲͣŤ......Ƕǵĵʹ.ֱͲܷ......
ĿɿڴȫӲ
İǺڰֲﴥϵ׳Ⱥ.Pô棬ڿǵū.϶û߶ȵ°δȻ߸۵ô
ʱֲҲϮ
ǰɣ˿Ψһͷ
лҪ˵ڴܰɣԲһ£

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ֲǵأʼ졣쾪֮ⲻ˷ҵƿЩȻҪԶԶġ¼ûκá
ֻУͨϴĴУЩģвҺĵҪ
ǾʱͻȻ֮һַǳĪԺͺں˵Ƶġ־һ£Ҳ˶١
˵ĹעʼԽԽһƺˡ
ƺǷǳȸԾƵģ˵"ҵˣҵˣ.䣡.䣡"
Ŀɿڴûи⵽˭˵..............Ǹ˼ôһǸ˼ɣ
Ӿ֣ܿ뵽һ̲ͣ˵"."ֵģЩϵֲɣ
ŶģȫԿסЩս˴˿̵״̬......ѵڽ.䣿ֲҲô.䣿̫ѧˣ
ѧǣ˿Ҳòƴ"."Ե
""ǿļһ֣ɲ뱻ֲ""ȥֲ﷢ֹϵòã
Ҳ֪""ãʲôԭͻȻЩһ˲ȻͲˡڼ˼֮ŷƺе㲻ԣ
ʱһֱŵ˵ˡ
˵"ףôСڣడǵ......˷"
ȫ֪ʲôӳԼһ仰ʱ˳Щ""һ£˵ϡȻҲûκһ鷳ˡɵ㶵Ĵڵϵ죬ϻȫЩҺ......
˸ȥTMDʲô鰡
ʵûסڱֿˡЩֲ̫Сôɣ棬ˡʱ춼֪ʲôˡѹܹ￪......
ֶ̧ĵŬ˦ЩҺֶʵеͽͣò֮󣬾̧ͷԱŵǣٶ˵͸......
Щֲ￴ȥ......ƿˡԷַƺееĸо......
ģ̫ؿˣ̫߸ˣøղôżȫǶˡЩֲ￴XXOOˡЩ³˼˵ս壬ЩǣȻ򲻹ûԼôȻҪֲ......еߵ룬Լǲ̫ڰ˷ЩսĺԱȻӦöܺߣЩֲǿ.鷸Щ˲ҲֻǺ.ɣ
......̫ˣֹԼȥӦøӦôŶࡣЩֲȻһȺģŷɴһXOʱѾ߳ȥԶˡ쵹׷ţôϷɴɣ
ȻʱĶܵشˣܴ̼̫죬һûˡԼֻúõһ
ľôϯĻȥˣϵЩҺˡԼ֮ǰһ˶ˣȫȡ
"......"......Ժţ˺Լ·Һ̫ճ·ĺܻôĺ......ĪȻôȵôղźͦ.....
쿪ʼֵڵû˿˿۾ˣǾȣԽԽȡ˫ֿʼץڵϣָۡ𽥷ƺ̫ԾѾǵĸоȣ嶼ȼһ
˼άǼΪѵģȴѾ˼άˣֻķ.Ϣǻȵġ̫ˡҩˣӦ˵ǱҩĸоȻû˻ʱҩģ켸Կ϶ЩֲҺɵĺ¡
Ϊʲô֪ҩĸоҲᣬڸĵһˣҪҸ.йҩԵ˶ûУôǰڵϣôˣٲûҽԺ......Ļϯأ˶ûУΨµЩֲȴֿ......Բ뵽Ҫֲ˶......
һһȸоԼ˼άҲҪʼģˣѵҪ.ô......̫˵ˣ
MDô׵ôȴҪ.ˣ³˼ˣҺ㲻찡
챯ʱԶԶͻȻһҰ˻......
лҪ˵죬ҿô

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Ĭ˶ΪŤĿǰһУ˿Ǿ޵ģֹĬ˶ľôǰ治ԶĵطȻѾָһ̶ȡƽʱĬ˶һң......ǵʲôԵǸɵ׶ô
³˼˵صһֻèƶﱪȴӵһԳһڽɫëȥ׺ʱôצӣĸ߹ͷ­΢΢£ľԣʲô˿ҲƲֵ̫ĥ졣
Ĭ˶һڵĻʼһԭҵصʱ൱ˣȻûȫӷлָ˺ܿ˦ǣһطȥĬ˶˵Ȼȫšֻƫƫǰ龰֮һھͻȻͶͣ˽Ų
Ĭ˶ȫ֪ǵ˴սһʲôǱǾʱΧȥƺ̫áǣĬ˶ʼһǾԷΧǵͻ¿ʼܡֻĬ˶ɵ㶵Ŀţǵʲô¡
ǽȥһȻлʼһǵϡ
صʼղͣ.ţʱͺ𣬶෢ڳڶĻʼһ࣬ȻֺѾǾ޵ëڸǣǲɷϣеĻʼһѶⲻסɨӣƺ̽ǵͻڸʲô
Ĭ˶ȴ޷ǵôˡûġǸ˻ɵ࣬ô˫ȼסأŶǸɶôҧǵأ
ʵĬ˶ĺǿҵıõ˼Ĭ˶ھܳȥǸȥǸ྿ǵʲô
ʵֻҪ࣬Ŷ֪ʲô¡ϧǣ³˼Ϊһ߶ȷ֣ʱ˶.Խ߶ˣԽչԾԶ壬ҲǱȻչԴӺܾúܾǰʼ³˼˵ͷ"˶"ĲоǸ³˼˵ܣּԣԴӵ˹ֲֶ֮ͨ"˶"ʱ̲ĸйٲоͷӶƳѾڸ³˼˵ռ"˶"ֻҪоϵ󣬾Ϳͨǵ⣬õ㡣
ˣʱݱ䣬ִĸ³˼Ͳ֪"˶"ʲôˡǻз־ͷ߸ȽһĶ״ϰʹǣֻʷѧҺ͹оԱܴʷĺھһЩʲôֻǣѶΪԸ³˼ûаٶȱʷڸǡ
ԣΪĸ³˼ˣ»ǲ̫˽"ԭʼ˶"ֻڱܣЩʼһǶڱ˳͵״̬ʵںݡ
ΪȫΨһĿĬ˶Ҳɵ㶵Ŀţʱצץץ档ⶼ˰ΪʲôǸɵ࣬ǵڵĥã
࣡ɤӶ˺òãſ
ļһ˫̵Ȼ󣬾ûˡ
Եʱ򣬾;ȫǱһ°.һоûˡ
۾һӣŻָʶ
......Ϥĳ......ڷɴô΢΢һ£ʱȫסˡ°.ûо㣬ΪʲôиطǱͱȥʲôƵģǻǵۣ......
û׵ô£Ժʱһ¾˼ɢĻ......һ˫̵صצӣ㹻.һеײ......
Լʲô......"أ".һǰɣ......ò......һͷ......Լˣ
ǸʱЩɶֲĴ.Һ......Ҳ̫......̫ˢ˰ɣģԴ˼δۣ޶ûôñסͷȴʧˡ¸ð
ˡ
˿̵ıߣĬ˶ȴ˼ˡΪǵѾָˣǰһδ֪˶֮ǵһͺ󣬾ſϡĬ˶һʼΪʲô£ǺȻѸٱ󣬺ܿͻָԭģ
Ĭ˶˵ǰȴǵȻ˯ˡѹµ࣬ûʶһšҪǿ챻ǵѹĿ촭Ĭ˶ҲקȻڿȫǳϸ޷ݵϺۼĬ˶ҲǾһ£ַǳȻģȻĿʺֻ̣ǲ֪ʳһЩʲôΪĬ˶Ľлˡ
Ĭ˶׼ѹʱһʣҲܸõ˽ǸԵףʲô......
ԣĬ˶֮⣬Բô
лҪ˵ҿô߿ƼȻд......
ԣ챻ΧûУ

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Ĭ˶ϥڵϣжĿѾѹǵǶôӢ˲ôᣬô......
ɼ̴Ϊ·һʣ"Ϊʲôɴ׹䵽Īߣ"
Ĭ˶еΪѣ˵"ܿҵĻеЩ......"
"ô"ر̵ɨĬ˶ﲻ
Ĭ˶ʱе亹ĸо
Ȼز׼׷"ץЩֲô"
Ĭ˶ͷ"ѾץˡԱҲѾҵû"
ػӻ֣ʾЩ̴£ȻŶĬ˶˵"ЩֲйŹ֡һʱ䣬˲һ¡"
"ǣ"Ĭ˶Ĵ
"Щֲҡ"˿û
"ǣ"Ĭ˶Ȼ׼ǰԥһ£һ˵ʲôı顣
"ţ"һ"£"
Ĭ˶һ£ŵ"ǵġǸ׵࣬׼ôã"
"ȥһѣˡ"
Ĭ˶ΪЩƻЩ̫ˣ͵"һƻ......"
"ô㻹ô"ؿĬ˶
Ĭ˶æҡͷ"ȻǡֻҾǸе֣Щġңô˵󣬻ص֮ѵҪΪĻôңһҪ֪Ŀʲô"
ؼһĮͱ飬"಻ԴνҲǵĪǵò󡣻صǣǸͽо"
"ǣ"Ĭ˶ӦȻҲ֪ôˡ
ʱ컹ڴȫû˿֪ԼٱСδ
ټΪص˿ٶȱ˷ﶼȥҵǣΪҲֻԴԲûʲôԾֲֻܶʵںģٶɭɭԹˡʱرȡֻС޿϶˵ӻʲôɣǺÿɰ֪ôˡûбһأ
Ҳ֪ôģеȵʱǰһ˫̵ľ޴ȵһɫ۾ء
û죬ķһ......ʱѾǿˡ쿴ǸʱҲίʵһ͵һ磬ͣźöഥֵĶʲôϣ
ǸǱղĬ˶ġ............ϱһȦһһŹ⡣ûȣе㣬е㲻̫ĳҶһĶŴڵһһʵС
ʵڲ֪⾿ʲôͦĬ˶
Ĭ˶͵"ѣڻǰס"
еŤĿĬ˶ָһ"ȷ"Ҳô
Ĭ˶ʼ磬׼ˡ
ʱ캰ס"Ĭ˶Ǹҵô"
Ĭ˶۽ǳ鴤һ£"ⲻӦʵġ"Ų࣬ǸСʵǵأңʲô""ôʺӢΰ˵ţĬ˶ת뿪
һ˲ͦʧģתͷ룬ûҵĬ˶ҲͲô˵ˡָˡӦû˰ɡ
ʱ͵һһʵѾĴߣȻͳһ֡쿴һԴʲôʵӰǾͱܵĳ˱ܡ
֪Ǹ־Ȼͱ䳤ˣ쵽ǰҡҡ
Ťⶫʲôֿ͵ϣ֪ʲôʱֳһգգ͵۾ƺҲûʲô......
쿴˫۾ֿҡεĴ......ѵ.......ֵ˼
ץץͷͼ˫۾ֻúǴһ¡ôһ˲䣬ԺͻȻһ
Ǹ˵"á࣡Ϊʲôץأ"
챻һܵľ˦Ǹ֡һ¾ʧˡ쾪ȵ¿ȴûκԴ
Ǹ֣ŬĳӶˡҲ֪뵽ʲôٶסǸ֡ʱˡ
쾪ȵĿͣѵⶫܹӴ˵
Ȼ˵"Ŷ࣡浹鹣ȻЩ̵ļһץˡ"
쿴ǲֵͣ......ٸо൱ͷ߿
첻òһ̽˵"Ǹ˵ô"
;գ۾˵"Ȼ԰㲻ô"
"............"ʡ
Ϳȥͦ˵ľ˵"ĪֲˣԽǢǢ졣һ˵ֲǢǢһֱִϣƵġ
㣬......졣ֻĸо˵
лҪ˵Ŷ©ȣôԱ

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"ӣЩҰ˺ô³òпᣬñ......"ǢǢһ߲ͣĻĺöഥ֣һ˵ߡЩоʵںܿɶȻҲ֪³˼˵ǷǳģĪֲӲӲʤĺ˵ǢǢҲûʲôӮЩޡǣЩ޲ǿƼҲǿЩޱȿƼĪǵˡ
ÿ춼ϲԡµĪǣ˽бҪĹά֮⣬ֻں.ͷܣҪκҲûʲôνҰġԣĪĿƼչΪ㡣
Īһܺƽֻһ²Żȡ˵ӶᡣǾϳǿ׳ķ塣Ƕԣ̫Сˣ.ֳֵ.
ò˵ս͵ĸ³˼ˣȻûͣǿȥ㹻ǿ׳ҪܹܡĪǵԣϾɢһֽ.䷱ܵϢˣֻôˣǻǷˡ
Ϊһ֮ǢǢ쵱ȻӵȨģֻǢǢȫû뵽ǣͷϵʱȴͻȻһھ޹ˣһӣȦһòˡ󱯴ߵıץЩ.ְֳҲˡǢǢܲıô
ʱ㶵ץǢǢһ֣һƬҵĽǢǢֹĸԹ԰ͨôһ֣췢ȻȫǢǢһСŪץŵ־һҺν.ֳֻ֡ʱǢǢ챻ǸȦȦסˣûָԭˡ
ŤţҪǸ֣ƺֲСͼֱͲûаѴ־ֱˡ
ֻǢǢ߶
ǢǢҵ֪һֱϲֱԹ³˼ˡϢҲôġȴ췢ּ̫Ծĵط
ǢǢһ"ЩҰ˾۸"һ˵"ǾȻ͵оȥŶôȥо峤ҲŲҪ뿪ĪߣֻŻ米ģоʲô֪ô"
ʵǢǢ˵ô仰ע⵽һ䡣쵱ǢǢ죬˵"˵ʲôҪ''͵о''''"
ǢǢ˻Ӵǣ˵"Ȼ''ڿͳһսߵġɲң"һ˵һĴֺü졣
ʱеͷˣ˵"ǲŪˣǰ͵оȥ"оһﵹпܡûѺ仰˵
ǢǢʱԵЩһ˫Ƥ鴤ƵգȻô͵һ磬Կĳеɪ......
ǢǢһ֣카£ʾ㡣
û취ﴫǢǢĻ"㣬Ҹ㡣"ֻôսһ㡣
ȻǢǢͿʼѹ"˻˻˻˻"˵ʲôȻĪԣɿԱǢǢ˵ʲô
ǢǢԵ˵"㲻֪ռ乫ܡ³˼˵֣.ֳٰƼΪƼ̫࣬ǵķأֳɹҲԽԽ"
"ȥоʲôϵ"컹ûǢǢ컰ص㡣ʲô³˼˵ֲ.֮İԣѹŵġôߵôȫ췢¼׾ԾǸ³˼֮һֻڻĸˣܶˣҪҳǸ쵰Ȼײ.٣
Ҫ֪컹ڵʱȻһѣЩŮˣңˣԼҲǸ滹ǸأⱲӶûᱻɶһ죡ëǼЦҪ𣡹ͻʲôͣ
̫ǢǢ쿴еľսôˣһҪɱ˵ӡڿǱѹǽҪɵʲô......һֲ֮ݣôܶһ"׺"̬ȡĪϵǣһСġ
"ô˵ˣ"ҧгݵĶǢǢ˵
ǢǢعæ˵"ǵȻҪоǰ³˼ҷ壬ҿԽǷֳȱݵķǵķܿԵԷֳ෱ֳôѸ٣Щ̵ץʲô*֮ģֱ̫ƽ˰"ǢǢЩֲ˱ĿƼˮƽߣ֪ĵǲ١ϾֲˣֻҪõǣĳټĪĶԴв͵ߵġټЩĴڣǵϢСﰡ
ЩĶȫôһˣ֪ˡ³˼Ŀģ*ôļҾΪôĪĿȨֱӰô
"ߺߺߺߣ"ЦоԼըˡǿ̣벻̣ôһιߵľŭˡ
³˼ˣҵţļңҲҵţΪǳصô
ǢǢԽԽľΪ̫̼أ˭Ҫ*黹ЦģǢǢһСĵĵ˵죬˵"ιû°ɣ"
ʱعͷǢǢ죬ɭһЦȴͣ"װǢǢ죬ؼô"
лҪ˵ŤҪԺͻ⼸칤̫æˡorz
쿪ʼڻۣ벻Ҫ.......

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"װǢǢ죬ؼô"ôһ⣬ǢǢ츶ⱲӶû뵽ֵĴۡ
ʵʱǢǢ쵱Ȼǵͷ˵""ġǾǰһĻ
һĿ˵"£"
ǢǢֻŴƴĳͰڳҺ塣
ֲ˵˽⣬ȱˮȻЩӶǢǢӴ״µ֪ġ
ԣܿļƻĪ򣬶ǢǢҲ졣ץ̫ɫˣҪΪС鷢Ҫط
ѡѵȻͳǢǢ졣Ҹ֪ǢǢǱϵǸȦˡˣҪܣǢǢɻȱǳɰܵĹؼҪ⿪ȦͳҪ
"װ"¾Ȼıճ̡Ȼ³˼ҪȥоǱȻǲŵġֻҪװеѶȣŰҲûʲôսֵֻǢǢˡ
ǢǢµ֦ήһȦ
ǢǢ಻Ե"˻˻"˼"ô"
쿴ۣ˵"ͣͣ"
ǢǢб飬һ͸ˡ
ʱȴڵʱˡʱܿˡǢǢ¶Ǻй֣Ըͷһս͸³˼ˡ
ͳһʥĸ˵"ﲡˣа취ôȥˡʲôǼҲҪ"
ս͵ĸ³˼ȻкܸߵʣǰӵֲˣҲеż˵"£չȥҽƶӡ"
ͷͬˡǸĵ˾ôܳȥˡ΢΢˹ǣһɹʵҲ⼸ЩʳϷֵһ㡣ǻΪ""Ҳ˵Ǹĺ׶оֻ߻ĿģڶԹķ棬ǻġǼ۱ȻԸ³˼˵ɴ
ң컹֣ƺɴϮ¼֮󣬷ɴϵЩսˣ̬ȻǷǳġҲ˵֮ǰЩٻΪӮһЩġǷǳһ㡣Ҫá
ԣۿҽƶӵ˷׷׵ûһĵǣڵһʱ䣬ʹǢǢĽȦʵȦһ谭ֲҺܵһǢǢӲ˴ˮݣԼԵ˥ֲֻ˲ûи˽ĸ³˼ˣȻҲǢǢĻָ
ֻҪ谭ҺܵĽȦһ򿪣ǢǢָܻһʱҪǢǢľڷɴʱЩ˵һĻ
Ҫ󣬶ǢǢԣʵֿҸҪ֪ҽƶҲǷս˰ǾζǶǷֳ󰡣ûôǿͬʱӦô෱ֳأǢǢΪ˷ܣƴˣ
Ǵǿ".ҩ"ЧҺٶȳǢǢѾĺĴˡҽƶӺսȻûκ׼һ¾ǢǢУΧˡ
ǵľܿ˻ʼӡ
ӵ˿һĻǳš³˼˵ŽᣬȷʵС
һӱ"."ռݵǢǢ죬ƫƫܵ͵"ſǡ"
"ſǣ"ǢǢ"˻˻"ķɻ󣬲Ҫǽ.ôǢǢӻѣ֮ܿǰ˵ļƻǲ㱻"."ͷˡ
ǢǢʱͷſЩƵˣȻ͵ôֲס죬Żʼһ"˻˻"ˡ
ʼһҲûǢǢ˼ǿݺݵģЩڵȫ췢̲סŤ.ͬ飬ľսôˣ
ʱ򿪿ڣң鼤˵"Ⱦң㣡һɱҵģ"
ʼһһ⻰֪ôáʱѶĬ˶صĿǰһĻǢǢ˵"ʲô"
ǢǢ죺"˻˻"
"......"Ĭ˶Щֲ˵ĻǸ³˼Ҳûо
"Ĭ˶ˣɣЩ˶˶Ŷ"˿̰ʥĸĺΩΩФ
Ĭ˶¶֣ɫѿˡΪԴ⵽ֲ˹ɴʼüս͸³˼ˣ񶼻Բѣ״ַ̬ǳ֣ǵĸ߿Ƽ޷ǵôˡԭ¶ôЩֲˣ̫ˣ
лҪ˵ע⣬ƪѪͷۣ޽ڲٵģ
ԲҪĢ԰ǲģorz
ʵȺòãorz
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""ԭ򣬸³˼൱Žһ¶ġΣǵ޷֪δ֪أĬ˶òֲЭһĬ˶Ҫ
Ĭ˶ҲûôɵľֱӰֲ˸ˡ˵"Ҫԣⶾ"
"˻˻˻˻"ǢǢ˵
Ĭ˶ıһŤ˵˻ô
ҲԤڵ·Զ룺"˵ȳȥŸҩ"
ȻǢǢ˵ʵȻ̫Ĭ˶˵"ⶾ"ʲôʵĬ˶"ʲôⶾû¶"
֮ǰ˵"ж"ʱ򣬾ѾãˡǢǢӾԻҲûܿıѾֳ˳ĺˡ
Ȼһһʮȥ롣һʼͷָ³˼˺ųܹмеԣƫƫǲĪֲ˵ĻҲܹûã˭ûе"˻˻"԰
ԣĬ˶ˡȵĿ죬˵"˵ʲô"
ͷ˵"ܣĬ˶ɱҵģ"
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е㵣ģһһľд.ҩܵҺŪϣɲͲˣҺĹЧЩˣѵֱڻеЩ˾ҩЧûйͨǢǢļѾǳˡЩҺȻûжֻЧǿ˵㡣Уȴûмʱ磽⣬³ˡԶǿ׳ĸ³˼ˣҲǻʮҡ˵ľޣȻ֪ĸĳ̶ֳҲ
Ȼ϶Ҳȥлֻˡľޡ£ԼСĵá첻¶ۼĳǢǢһţʾŵһ㡣
֪ǢǢ컹ΪҪе󶯾֦һɴСǰһתĪľ͵˰ա
ˣֱһĶѺòã
""Ŭšǲϣοڸ³˼δͱ൱ʵˡ
Դ򹫲ʼɴϵĸ³˼˾ѾˡҲ֪Ĭ˶ݡǢǢ˿̵Ȼ÷ɴһڻʼһͶս˶ǳߡ
ʼһΪǳ޵δ֪¼Ħ֮󣬱ܵĶΪ֮Ĺϵܲһսˣ඼ǳ챣ǵӶͬλ
ǣǢǢĶ³˼˶һŭ
"ſ"
"ſɱ㣡"
˷ɱȻ
ǢǢ쿴еˣ³˼˵սȻ֮ǰϻͬ飬ֻһиʣҲΣհһţǢǢĴ־ͲĻӶ
"˻˻˻˻"ǢǢ˵ţȻûκ컹еĿǻǢǢ˵"ÿֲÿ£³˼̫Ұˣô죿죿ǻɱҵģ໣ҲҪ"
"𳳣"ǢǢ첻סĴŪͷۻҺʲô¶ܲˡûϢ³ֱǺɸ֡
컰һڣҲʶ¶ţҿЩ³˼һߵӣ˵Ͳ鷳ˡָǢǢһȥء
ǣͳĬ˶ޱȾŵ˵"Ĭ˶ȥţҪȺɢˣ㣡㣡Ҫɱǰ"
Ĭ˶ô˵ֿȻǷǳʧصֲˣе˼Ҫɢδ֪ع̫ΣˡǣЩж......
Ĭ˶飬ʱڵʲôǣʱ˵"Ĭ˶˵ֻҪȥ͸ⶾҩ"
ôһ䣬Ĭ˶ڴӦǢǢȥſˡǢǢӶŴ֣һһʵľͳŲſȥ߻ʼһԵöôû취
ۼŷɴĲŻĴˡǢǢԵ൱˷ܣϤϢòס"˻˻˻˻"˵"һˣǣ"
ΪǢǢţȻͿΧڷɴ൱һֲ￪ʼӶˡȻЩҲֲˣڵǵ峤׶ĸ³˼ץô
ֻǣƫƫǢǢ˷ܲѵʱҲЩиʱͻȻ
;ԼǱʲôصײ˳ȥе֮ǰڵ𳵻һʲô£˶еɵˡ
ǢǢҲͬܵҵײ൱ǿ׳ֲ˾ôֱֱķɳ˴⣬ڸ߿ͣôһ˲ˤȥǢǢĴֱܵɿˡ
ǢǢ"˻˻˻˻"ų塣ֺγǣ
"۰"ŤˣҪҪôҪˤİ
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"........"컹ûȫӦʱΪ׹Ĵоͱ˺ȻԶһ.......
лҪ˵orz, Ȳϣ
֪ҿûУǲ̫ؿˣĢɬŤ......

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ǣĽԣʵеԽܣôôһϷǸʲôΪͰ£ǽĦƷĳֶ......
뵽ˡһֱֱʱķ˷ÿ͡Ĭ˶ˡ
Ĭ˶Ծ״̬죬˵֮ġܶǸ³˼˵ԣĪԣǶôõļܰǸ³˼˶Ҫ߿һ۵ġϧȴǼݡӣʵͦҵġ
Ĭ˶ѵúǰ죬˵"㻹ðɣ"
""Ŭĭ㲻ˣܸоļӲëĬ˶⣬һߣ˵"ã˵ܺôŻŻ"һ˵һ߶ġ
Ĭ˶Ҳû취ǷġǵģҪ졣
"Ҫ㣬׼һ£"Ĭ˶˵
ʱһ£ҲˣеɻĿĬ˶˵"ǵ"
Ĭ˶ͷ
ͺܾȵ"㲻˵Ҫǲܼô"
³˼Ȼһܻ˵ѵ壬ĵʣĬ˶ѵԵеΣֻ˵"޹أҪ㡣"
һ飬ʱˡԭһֱڹ˼ҵһֱںòãǿĬ˶Ҳ˵ѣ쿴Ĭ˶Ͳ̫һˡ
Ĭ˶ԵøΣæ"߰ɡҪõȡ"
"ȵȣ˵Ӧþεĺ׶˰ɣ"ʵ
Ĭ˶ͷ
˵"㲻ǵ''˵˵㲻"
Ĭ˶ü"ôԻ˵Ļأǲ𾴵ģ"
ʼ磬"ǲôصȻҪ"
Ĭ˶ʱˡ
쿴飬ЦЩ˻Ǻġܹ˵죬ҲټƽϸˡͶĬ˶˵"ðɣ·"
Ĭ˶̾ʹĻȥˡ
һ·һֱԲȺ³˼˵׻ʲôأҲֵľ޴ֻôĺ׶ٻеġԿҪջûʲôøСⲢӰĺġΪԺڸ³˼˵һֱһصĴڡ
ԣһصʱ˾ɵˡ
˸ȥŶҪҪôҪҪô˧קɭɭϢʲôĴŶ
ˡ̫ˣֱڵǾԶ죬ͬҲǱܶŮ˳аȿܲ˾̾
ʱĽʺˣ˼ߣǼ⣬ȳۣԸоĳֱȣʩȫͷòã
ǵ㼵ʺܿûȥϾ̫ˣĿǺ˵ߴ̸ġ
ʱĬ˶ع˵"˴ˡ"
رɨ죬û˿飬ֻĬ˶΢΢̧̧֣ʾȥ
Ĭ˶ˣ֮ǰ죬ŨŨľζپԣҲ˺֡ǳƻĥ
Ĭ˶ȥ֮""һ£ڿصʱȴϰԵЦ˵"ŶǸ³˼˵ôʶܸˡҽ죬һҲ˵ңǵģҾǴҪ׵......"ϲ
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˵ڸʱصı䣬еܲˡУ㷴ӦвУǱ鹦ɥʧô²ۣлСģŶԷ飬"мһ......"
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һ£ֺõЦЦ˵"ǰΪĺ׶м»һ......"
"㣬ȥҳֲδ֪صĽʽ"˵š
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"......"ʱԾĹĸоȻκ˾ܾĻᡣ
"Գȥˡ"ûȴݺе
ʹ˺üڣҲû컹̾Ͷ˵"ȻҪȥҳЩδ֪صĽʽôҳɹˣǷԴӦһ"
"ԡ"ػشĺˬ졣
ʱһˣ"̫ˡİɣ"
ͨǸĽգ˽⵽һЩ³˼˵ϰߡͱģ³˼˳ϵԣûΥԼôһ˵ŻһҪ
ֻҪȴûʲôһĨĹâƺͣƬ̣Ȼͳ˵"ã"ţһק죬˰ڻû췴Ӧף˵ҧ촽
ʱƵģ˶ըëˡǲǲھаʲô
лҪ˵ðɣһš
˵Ҫлڶ׸Ģ⡣
ĢˡһѣȻúý°뱲ӡ
ֻǣӵ̫ˡҵĸֿǸĸȴ⡣
зڲûӣм׷ӣҶûдġ˵ӦûǿԵġҲ˵飯װ޵ȵзöе
Ψǣڵһ׻鷿ĢʵеԶ⻷ˡϰʲôĶ㡣Ҫװ޵ĻٶʮҪģҪʱ䣬Ҫ򳵡ĢħЩöǳзҲ˵ǮҪһλеġ
Ģ֣ûĸһҸĸҸһҵСӣȽá˫һ׸ͬܱȽ跿Ҫǿһ㡣ĻĢԷҲвȨз˵·кüף׸ɴֻдĢ֡ڴĻ鷿ȥķҪһǧҲûʲô⡣
ĢʵͦõġҸĸôͬ⣬öӣкܶҾĺܹ뷨Ģ⼸ͺЩ飬Ūͷͣ˶Ҫˡ
ԣлλ׵ָ㡣лл
Ģϣ

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"............"ع쿪ʼϧߺ͸³˼б𡣺ðɣʵ챾Ѿ㰫ˣһٰʮ幫ϡȻ˿˵ᣬȴҲ㰫ˣнӽһٰʮ֡
ֻͨԡƽ׵ĸ³˼˶ԣʱС˶١֮СĿˡػ͸һֻèƵġ
"ҧ"˺һڷſ졣һĨĹ⣬ܿʧˡ쵽ȫû
ʱŬŴһʺı鿴أ˵"TMDʲô"ʱﻹܶԷ˭ҪǿĲʵ̫ŷúǰѾһȭͷȥˣȻڵʼձһЦģ˰"Ϻ"ǲô˵ǸӵвٱӴڵˡ̫ѾڱԵˡ
ʱصûð겻ıͺ˵"ҪԼ"
ʲôԼҧô챻׵ˡǾԲĺ죡ԭ˷ŭͻȻĪľǰͻȻôͱĸԸˣ¶˳ָͻļ⣬ǵͳƽȵ......һˡ
ʲôæҵҪסԼϤȫڷȵģȫûʲôʱʶʵǢǢҺɣ......ô鹰ɣ
ǣµѾݵԥˡ˵ϣ.̲סʹй.¶˳ǰһƬԺҪҪ......ǢǢ찡
վһԣĿͻȻµһĻȻͷ֢״Щˣе㲻̫
üе㻳ǲҲĪءֶЩŭôоǵĿƼȻ鲻Ǿô¡ֲֹϵ壬ȻƼǾȻӵϸʵ̫ΣˡԭûнЩֲ˷أѾʼǲҪֶвˡ
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ˣƾȴԽԽľЩֲδ̫ǿ˰ɣǼͶӲڰ³˼˶ġ
ֲʱʵҲôеĪһӻرǢǢ죬ĿǾȳǸ졣ΪʲôƫƫҪأңץļֲ࣬еҺ֮󣬶ʼоһͣ˵"죬Ұ㣬һҪ"֮ġǢǢڲ룬ЩѵҲΪ˾ô
ǢǢҲЩûֲ˵ġˣĵǢǢڻػ࣬Ҳһءô׵˵ǡֻҪһֲҪЩ
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ֳͻȻǾ˸³˼˵ġ
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Ĭ˶Ա˵"Щֲ˾˵ʲôôУôΪʲôҪֲ˴"
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һĻĬ˶ޱˡ
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Ĭ˶̾˾䣬ǲҪֲ˺
쿴ǰĻϵĻһĻʵеƿԡڳˣҲûע⵽ָֻȤСһ˫̵۾ҲĻһ൱Ȥӡ
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ļȴ޼ƿʩʱһƵ࣬ͻȻͿ۶˺İȫ۶ġΪһµĹǳ˿С
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쿴һĻҲǵɴ۾û뵽ֲ˾Ȼ
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Ϯ˷ɴߵţȺֲˣȻúķɴϱµĵһȷɴΪ˶ԸĬ˶õģ
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СƵĴĳ˲ţ̫嶯ˣ侲ִʣһڰɣ
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ǢǢŭˣЩǣڰ۸ôȻǢǢͻȻЩ³˼ƺǵҺ˶ҩǣǢǢһ߸Եľ
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ǢǢ˵"׼Һޣ"
⻰һɵˡֲ˵ҺʲôһġǶ.ҩ
ڶֲôһ˲֮ͻȻĳ֣øִеľҲɶͣס˶ֲڸʲôͶô
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˵ôһµľҲߵĺˡüͷнľ޶ͦܲ˵ľһˡܶˡ
ȻӷɴľǣɶɵˡĬ˶ŷŭԭתתȥֲ˴ĵˣͼȫëһˣͱ֮ǰëɵʱС˺üš
Ĭ˶ͳŵ˺ˣ"໣"㻹ʲô
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Ĭ˶ɸֵ""˵ǱǱҪῴط
"໣"Ҳźÿ㵥㶼ߺòã㻹Ҳط
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Ĭ˶ͺ"໣"оޣصɴ̰ѶҺϴ
Ĭ˶ĺо޶ˡԭЩҺȻжģ̾ɧˡ
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˱Ĭ˶ôһ𣬶ʱ߷ĸоͬĳĬ˶"໣"ǲŲƽǲҪչˣȻطɴȥ
"໣"Ĭ˶˦û˦ˣͺȥɴԾв㣡
ˣʱһּΪÿͷ޶൱Ϥ
˻Ĭ˶ʲôѾ൱𾪵ĺˡ"໰"岻ԾĬ˶˶طɴȥ
ʱĬ˶ʵҲо仯Ӧ˵о޶оִ
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ԼһۻˡҪôǰһУһΰɣֺݺšԼ,ʹǾͲ˰
ȫɵ,һƨ˴ſڡĴʵ̫˺òã
쾿ʲô
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,ʱȴһּ˲õ뷨ߣȻ֪ҺĹЧԣҲζŲһͻһȺ˴.ҩķ.ҰôҪҪôؿڣ
챾ܵľҪֹڴвŵĺԱҲʶֿܲʱľԮһرǸ³˼Ž,Ƿǲܵġȥᷢʲô
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ȷʵǳ˲˼ת䣡ԤڵŸ𡣶Σ˭û뵽ġ
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ֲ˵Һ޲𹥻µĽ꼰СսдࡣǱܵһͷһʱֺγǣ
ҺĿҩȻǱȲϾ޵ġǺȻµ״ձȺʵսľǿ˲һΡڲ״ʱķӦԵøܡ
Ȼʱô¡ôѹסԼԴڲȱײײҵһεӣʵǾǺֲ˴ʱҳġҲʵںù
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"ŶЩôˣ"
"ףڽ.ô"
"ۣô󵨣"
"ǰǰǴôô.ˣ"
"ţ深壡"
"ϧǵ岻ʵǲķܶء"
"ɲǣǷٶȺܾ˵ġ"
"԰԰ܶ򶼱ǵķٶûˡ"
"ۣǵķٶȺÿֲ"
"ҲҪĪô"
"Ҫ̫ˣ"
"ǽ.Ҳģô"
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⼸첻ϲϵˢޣԶ˵ֿеģȻⲻ˸ĽȥȺ޵
תͷͺͺڵһȺ³˼˵"زţþǽ"
ֻĻԺڵһڸ³˼˶һöûС⵹ǵ壬Ҳǲ""Ļһɴ۾ĿȺȺٺԱۡ
"Щڸʲô"
"֪ȥüҵӡ"
"ڴô"
"ԭĴŶ"
"Ǹôȥͦӣ"
"ǰ˵ĺĺô"
"ۣ֣"
"ÿֲֵ壡"
"Ҫô˵ڱأ"
"ŶŶҲడ"
"ǻҲô"
"ú"
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ðɣЦãѾˡȻ"."ִҲóˡ
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ʱȻѾʺٶˡǵĺʼĹŹ֣ƲͽɧҲʼˡۿԾæźԱ"㣡زŸ"
ԱƺҲ˾ǵǲûйزţһø³˼ﺰ"ô棡ȻǷ棡"
챾ܵķ仰ȴǳǻν""ʲôɻеδȫʶϢĳ
֪ܿˡ
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ڣĬ˶ȴֲߵľǣҲʼֹסˡĬ˶۾ˡڸ³˼˶Ծͬ㡣Ϊ֮Ǽ߱κιʱ˭ʱɱǣǼֱ練ƣ
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Ĭ˶һһ߷صƺкľǳɴˣֻҪܹܵģûȫľ޾һڵԼͬ飬ŷɴѸȥֻкܶ˲һʱҲ˲С޵ģҪô޹ţҪôǱͬһڵ
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ʱɴͰˡ
˵"Ǹߡ"
"ףȥ£"Ա˷򣬾ͺ˺ܶࡣȻ׷׸һű飬һ˵ʡ
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"ۣսŶ"
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һƬ˲֮󣬾ֱһĻ
³˼˵ĺڷսԱǶǵĻ¸һ㹧ôΰĻȻһ㶼ս࣬ҲֵõõǸ³˼˵ˣ
첢֪ôһ˲УѾӮġֻСĵ˾޴Ĳţһ˳ȺСȥ
ĶȻҲֲ˵ע⡣ֲ˾ǸղʶԭǵҺǿҵĹЧԲԵġЩֲ˵ľٶܿ챻ǢǢֹˡ
ǢǢǳ˵Ŀͬ߳˴աŲž޴ֲǰҪӭ졣
ô׳һֲצĻӶŴǳӽľٶʱһë޺һȺ׳ֽĿֻš׳ֽǶŵıһ𣬿ֲӽëǶһɪɪëˡôЩë޶Ǿޱģıʻûб䣬Ծܺ£ǻһȫֲ""š
ŤĿһĻʵЦǱЦȺëʵ̫ɰˡΪ˲ˣ컹ǳڿеǢǢ˵"վס"
ǢǢ첻ԵľվסˣȻ"˻˻˻˻"죬ôû°ɣȺײеĸ³˼û˵ɣɡ
ٴ֤ʵֲ˵"˻˻"ԡԣʱѾǳˡǢǢĹģʾͦжģһѣ
ʹ˵"ǢǢ죬㲻õġû¡Ҫٴˡ"
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ǢǢ͸һڵֲ"˻˻˻˻"һһ˵ͣսǽ졣϶ѡֲһΪ˴"ײ"ĸ³˼оȳǵǢǢ죬ϧֲ˵ۿʱʪˣ
ôѣôеľ񣡶ôֵú꣡ô𾴵
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ֻǣûϵǣëСޡ""Ÿ쾹Ȼˣ쾹Ȼ쾹ȻռǿС̵סǣһ̵ĳȥСצӶʱץĿϡŲ""ܵأСһצһ""ž汻챧ڻͬࡣ
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ʱ˷ݽţ̳ʣ"ôˣΪʲôˣʲôˣ"
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׿ĳֻҪ΢׵ЩľǵľҪֱӱˣᷢչʼ춼оղˡۿĬ˶һַһ־Ͱһİ׳ٹͷô˳ȥġӼֱ̫ˡ
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鲢ã൱ûشصĻֻǳĬվһԡ
ر̵϶ʲô³ֵĸ߿ƼԼѾ߻˺ܾáĬ˶˵ģֲ˵Ļô³˼˵Ļܣоȫˡ
"࣬ԱֳĬҵԸ㵽о֮Ҳ"Ȼûˡٶ
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۽ǳ鴤һ£Ȼಽĸ߽ĴšȻΪʲôرϿκγɹģĽˡЩ³˼˶ģǹѾǵĵ¸ڿ˰ɣ
ĿɿڴĿǰƼȻֺĵ³ǡ
ʱһ˵"ȥϢ"Ȼת죬û˵"̫ûҵ׼Ҫ߶"
ȥһô˵ĻȴⲻǶһѡۣôأ֮
ǣһĴߣһͧҲǰͣ¡
˵"£롣"
ֻ˴ͧĿĵȻһĵطԼ˿̵ľٲĸʣҲûзءңǷӦûбֱͽоأ
ԴȻҲԸԿóݣ»ͦõġƺǰڵķӦȺ˶ǵȢһƺûκεķУͦ˵ӡ
ǲζһٿأǰڷɴϿǸ޴еǽʲôɣ
ͳǸӴ¶΢Ц
ڸ³˼˵ǳеǾڿôļ֮󣬶ҲЩƣ͵ġϾǾвܹޣô˵Ƕӵиǻ۵ƼϻԶԶࡣ
ʵֻҪǻⲻ˻棬ԽĽ̶ܳҲԽ졣ԣж൱һȺδ󺺵Χ֮£ԵжôĲԣԶ׼ˡ
Ҹ³˼˵ıԣֶٶһСǺսǲɱ˵Ѿǵˡ
ˣ""С׵ľ˸³˼˵Ĺġ""Цݣط̴ӴǰģǸôﰡѹȢ
"£ķ䡣κηԸʱҡ"쵽һ򳡴Сķ󣬵ݸһͨѶ̻ôʹá
΢ЦŶ˵"лл㡣ҶǳĲϤԺҪ鷳ˡ"
͵΢ЦΪƯԼĳЩӦʧȥġһ㣬ˡ
ԣܿģѾ֪עǸ﾿ʲôݺͱͬģҲʶλԼλԪ˧ƺûô򵥡Ҫͨﵽ뿪Ŀģ»Ѷȡ
µҲѾûѡˡδһ¶ûУᶼûôֵȥ˽⣬ֻ̳һЩԱĻ֪⻹һְֿƺӵ֪漴ֱӱ͸˽ˡ£ֵ֧Ѿʵںܲˡ
˵ᣬҪ˽⣬ʱҲѾûʱˡҪͽоԣҪ뿪Ҳֻܳһ޵ʱ䡣
֮ûֱȥо¾ΪǸľɣԼõӽڡ
˵Լã²ֹЩʹ˽˽ӾҰΧľٶƾҪֵʱҲԶˡŲĸܹơȴܿһ⡣
Ժͷ滹൱""""İ̴ӴˡҪúõĿһ½ȥĲ衣ܹʹʱ²̫áضǸԪ˧ֵʱ򣬾Ҫоӡ
ԣĿǰҪĿ»ȼλ̽һ¿ڷո˾ж쵹һ㶼ġǸҲһĵˡ£ԼȥҲİɣ
һ졣ûִз
˼ƽ֮΢΢ʼôķ䡣Ҳ֪ʲôϽģûƣȴһ㶼ڵ¡Ĵ滹һ޴ĺΧдеļ̌ͷĿռ䣬Ȼơ϶˹İɣҲ̫ˡ
˵ĿƼ˸һʶ
ڷò˵Ƿǳġر۵ľа򳡴СĴĴˡ
룬ѵΪЩ޵ԭ׼ģǺпܰ߰׸ߵ......ⴲһܽʵ......
ò׿ôĴʱԼˡҲȷʵôǼʺУټϸ־Ŵ̼ܲ۲Ź֡ҲΪԼֱӾŴһɣκ鶼ûб˯һҪҪܣҲҪġ
켸¾˯ˡôһŴϣӰֻռôһĵط
ʱôĹȥˡ
Ҳ֪˶ãԼһЩѹ˵˵ԺĶһ£̲ˡ
ΪԼΣ˵Ĵʵ˯ķǳе㲻ԸѹԣܿԺ˯ˡ
ֻʱ˵ˡ
"ŶƯ࣡"
"۹Ⱑ"
"ǣôҲ˭ĺӣ"
"ٺ٣ûΪǸӻҲ......"
"˵˭أ˭Ǹأʲôˣ˵"
"û˵ʲô˭û˵ְ"
"ߣ㻹˵ĻҪܣô"
"úãܣ......ú˵ô۵ģ"
"㶼ã"
"Ŷ᲻õ......װ......"
"Ŷ쵰Ҳط......"
ԴԴϵĴԽԽԼҲ˯ȥˡ
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".......ʲô"ʡ
˿ȥѾģǺȻ൱Ӣͨĸ³˼˻кܴġӦǹɣ
Ը³˼ƽģк̼ġңҲܿ췢֮һ;ȻǸȱôɡһ³˼˵ȴɫġȻûǸȱ˫̵۾̵ô⣬վɫġ
ļӵɫ˳˱ȱ,ֻǰˡ
ԣֺܿƲˣѲǱȱ۵......ʲô
ûһ֤Լ뷨ȷġ
ֻǸɫ˳¶һĨЦݣ˵"Ǹ,Ǹͱĺ׵Ķɣ"
۽ǳ鴤һ£""ָǼһô
Ǹͱȱ߳ɵ˸ϽһԿһ˵"Ǹء"
"Ŷ"һȻ˵"ǡ......"
Ŀ϶𸴣ɫ˶ʱ͸ˣæ˵"ѽǱĸ޺ĸ"
Ŷԭ˹ϰֽиޣĸĽҸΰǣȻܽȻ˵ĻͬʲôСҲһôǿ϶ҲĲһɣ
ֹйǾɶɶľ飬Թ۹٣ԵȻЩ˵Ƿʵ̫ǿʵܹŪСʵǼ׵¡Ǹ࣬ԣûֹܣԾܽӴҲʲô鷳ǻǿҩҲ֪ʲôֻǵˬˡȻĽҲǺܲҵġԲ˵ĳߴȺ˲ô
"ԭλ............."˰컹ĳƺɡ
"ǰǰ"ûſϱԽԽϰסǰλĿȻǺϲģҲû˵顣پЩŹ֡
"λô"ʡ⿴Ȼûʲôҳľ顣ҶԣطȲѣҲûҪֺ˭Եúƽ
ǱʵΪʲôˣһۺЦݾԵЩΣ۾Ǹĸ͵"Ǹֻǧɱ߱"
"ţ"еŪ⵽ʲôˡ
ȱ۵ĸҲϽͣ˵"ǰǧ˵"
"......ʲôô"̲סʾ˳
λ֧֧˰죬Ҳûش𡣷ʱı䳤ʼеҪ뿪ӡҲеˡ
ֲʲô˼ˡ˵ȻǱȱ۵ĸĸȻҲӦǺܸߵġΪʲôȥأѵлʲôأ
صĸĸпԡֻǰУڵ֪غ֮󣬾ͣĸϻǣҪһĺ׶
ǿ֮ﻹǷǳġģͱڵĸ³˼ǿңִҲͦġǵıȱһûκιϸӡˣҲνˡ³˼˵ĻǿֻҪǻ壬ӦûŶԡ
쵱ȻʲôͿ˲ʱȻԼ۹൱졣ʱһֺܲĸоȻûĵǶԼеڣ......
"˼λǾ˵ʲô"üˡ
ʱصĸͻȻ޻Ķת˶ʮ֮ĳ˵"ˣǿߡ"
ȻĿɿڴУصĸ˲תͣȥز࣬ţصĸʮһ¿˾޵ıλĸͳӻ֣һ䣺"п㡣ˡ"
Ǹ""ֻڿƮʱ򣬾޾ʹԼŴӴԶˡеĪ졣ʲôô
ôţķſھʹһŲشӵӰͳſڡıȻƽʱһȫûб飬ǳ컹Ǹоһ˿١
ֻվɨһ۷䣬Ȼȫһ;ֱ˴ڣ˿֮ʲôû˵˻˷롣
Ҳһû˵üصһһŶǸôƨĿ˵ļһﰡҪǷڵϣһַֻϧʲô취ûС
ĵеΪص̬ҧгݡ
ȻͿˡ˵"ĸ͸ޣ"
붼ûģֱӰ˸ˡŲ˺еʲôԹءˬȻҲ̹˵Ը֮䷢ʲôڣǲģǴ˵ĶԻУԸоԸӼһֹʲô⡣
ҲǣԸ񣬾Ǹĸദİɣ
͵͵ص飬ȻĻ֮صü˶ܿʧˡĵ""һȱۣȻûġ
"ô֪ǣ"һƽ壬ȴһ˵ѹȸС
ܿѾϰص˵ʽҲûô"Լ˵ġ"
"Ƕ˵ʲô"ؼʡ
ʼ磬"˵㸸ĸ"쵹һ㶼ûѵġҲ˵Ȼһֶû˵
ֻغ񲢲ŵӡͻȻǰһ˾ͼ죬ߺȻСѹ
쾪һ£"ʲô"
"࣬Ҫսҵġǻ˵ʲô"ؼ˵ȴȻв
첻ò̧ͷأüͷ΢壬˵"Ҷ˵ˡֻ˵㸸ĸȻʲôû˵Ǿˡĸ˵ߵİɡ"״˵
ر̵۾ͻȻһ£Ȼ󣬾һľĬ
쿴ıãȻԼڴ̼أ־ĬԼôضͻȻеӿ죬Ķ̲ס˺ˮȻͽˣ
ʲôأѵػΪЩɱ
Ȼٻеƾ壬ذԲΪɱɾʲôأ
ĶͷҲһ˲ȴͻȻ˿ˡ˵"ϣʹдᡣһȥ˵"
˵Щû𸴣ת뿪ˡ뿪ٶȺܿ죬ͺʱһ
̤췿ŵأֱӶŸĬ˶˵"ҵǣ"о͸Щҧгݵĸо
Ĭ˶Ȼ֪ؿе""˭ûסԼľȱ飬Ӧ"ǣ"
뿪ˡ
ڷʱ͵͵غĬ˶ĶԻȷλȱۺĸ֮һʲôˣ֪Ƿܹһأִ̡νдᣬҪúһ¡ǸõĻ˽˵ġ档˵ܸʲôµĻء˵ʲôܿڣ£ȻҲǼʼǵİɣ
΢΢ǡǸʲôĸԪ˧ء
ΪһӦòʲôµʱûϵĬ˶Ȼˡ
Ĭ˶ȻдҪעʲôġ
Ĭ˶˵"Ѿ˵дϲ׼˵㲻˵ҲһҪעԼΪҪУ뱣΢Ц˱ʾ׽ô"
üû˵˵ʵѾʼе㷢ŭļˡ
Ĭ˶൱࣬Ҳûʲôֻ"ԼڵҪֳʲô¡......"
"͵оԲԣ"ûȤĬ˶вˡֻĴĬ˶Ļ
Ĭ˶һ˲㶣ָֻܿƽ"֪ͺá"
"ߣģһ֪ԼҪʲô"
Ĭ˶죬֪Ϊʲô̾˿Īϵ飬ٶ˵ĹۡǣǱϾ־Ҫͽо˿Ǹı䲻˵ġ
ֻǣ֮ǰ......
Ĭ˶û˵ʲôתˡ
ɻ˴󴲣ԵҲܲáоô
ֻ˸ʲôʱܿľ͵˵Ļʹдᡣֱһ챻شߣ״ܵһ˶Դ죬Це㼷ˡôǸ˺òãֲŮˣȻĽɫǻ
дʺڻǰ²Ĳ࣬дһЩͷ߹س켫ʲôû˵ֻеĳһӦ˵΢Ц΢Ц΢ЦնЦˡνķ˲ٵľȥסЩףһϸĹ۲ǵ飬ٿЩ
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λֽɱҲδ̫ˡһζûСΪĺﵥദֱû˵İɣ
ҪСķ֮ǰڷɴõùǹôûѳأȻû͵ĸ³˼ˣԲŻһż޸ءû͵ĸ³˼˵սֵƺû̫ߵӣȻǸȥǼΪǿ׳ĺֽ첢¡ֻҪСķͿԡֶ˷ɴǹͷôŪǹأ
һ߾⣬һЦӲһ˳վߣһһ۵ĸָоʱдĽӼʽҪˡ
ףĽ׶ξҪʼˡȻǲ³˼˵赸ģظɴһѰ˱ڻˣȻ³衣ƵģϺ£תתս˺üѶת֮վվˣ˶ſصĻˣӼɣԲɣ쿪ʼңһʼûôԶˡԻ裡
֮ڵÿˣٸˡȻҪЩسȥġЩǲʺһȥġ뿪֮ǰ˵һ䣬Ϣĵطȣߡ
ȻԼ鷳Ժľ͵ϢʱŹȻҪϲĻᣬϴּ͵͵˳һ֧ͬҲϲģ³˼˵Ĺǹ·
ǹĸ³˼ȻǲܱġЩڻʹҲ̴ӵĽɫǹһΪ˿ȥҲһֱȨз˼ǽ䱸ɭϵĻʹǹҲʲôû˻뵽˾Ȼǹ⡣Ǹ˳ǹˣʵҲȫûע⵽¡
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Ȼһ΢ЦľôɱڵԶԶ
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ȫǲм졣΢Цʺ,û
ֻ˵һ䣺",ȥﲻӭ㣡"
˵ΪôԸôһΪ൱С˵"Բ,֪Ϊ಻Ӧ,ҼľҲûа취......"뼤ķŭֻнʱ,п˦ˡ
Ҫ֪,һһ˼š
"ûа취"ͷˡɷ򣬾Ȼ˵ûа취޲óȥһ١ǣ޸ѾԲǳʲô¡رǶԻ
쿴һٿһ뷨ûУеüôϵأ޵Ƴһ۸Ի""ļӡ֮ǰϲ˳һǹѵҪλһϲе˵Ļô
ܿûٶʲôˡ
˵ʲôҲʲôǿѹŭͷ̬߰߹ȥʱͻȻ
һţ˳ƹ˵......ԲԸôɵġǵǰٲסʱͻȻһʹʹһˡͺ⵽ػһǰˡ˲۵վûվˡ
ȻøļҲһϽǰȥ졣򳹵ױɫ˵"ڸʲô"
˵⻰ͦߡǾ֮ǰڷɴϸһʱԱԣǶӡǺܲġӸ죬ҲͦҡϾǻҪһһҲǿԻһֹġ
˼֪ԣβò˾Ի˵ʲôǣվǰ˵"Ӧʲôɣ£Իʲô"
һ£Ŵ˵"ʲôû"
̴ӿﶼǡĲţ
ʱ򣬾̴Ӿ"»赹ˣ"
£ֳҲʱΧ˺üʼһӵˣһ䱸ĿԩˣƫƫʱְٿĪĸо
䶯ܿصע⣬ڰһĻĻʵ۽ɫܿ˻赹ߣ״ޱʣ"ô£"
"ղ¾ڻߣ¾ͻȻ赹ˣ"̴ٶ˵
ɫѿˣ˵"£û......"
ɨǱ¶û˵ȥǰѾ۵Ϻ״죬˵"ҽ׼ã"
"ǣ"˶Ӧ
Ѿ쳯ŻʹҽȥƺƵĸһȺĬĬĽĺϲడ
ʱҲ΢΢üȻܴݼϷȴ......
Ȼ˭û뵽ǣҽƵ죬û֮󣬾ҽֱǵײײ˳һɢͰ͵˵˰춼ûһġ
زͷĳĬ˶̧̧򦣬ȥ㶨еҵҽĬ˶ǰǸҽ
ҽһҽָ֮һʶ˵"ˣ"
"ʲô"ּͬʱڳ˵ﺰ˳
ȱȻûʧ̬Ҳ˵ڣȻҲôһ˲ƺȫŻ鷢Ƶġ
ȫôһ֮˹İ£궼ûзˣôŵǾͻأ......
"Ϣͻĺӣ"ҽȻˣ仰ʱúܶ˵Ĺ²ⶼԺЩȻҲû뵽ΪʲôһԾȻỳ......ðɣǵ֪Ůǲڵ......
ҽļͬʱӰ˸˵ļȻˣĺӣðɣΪʲô仰Ҫø̾ţ
ǲôȻкˣһ
ͻȻΪ׵ʱѾ𾪵Ĳлָƽյǣ྿ͨʲô취ԼлӵõԭҪ......
"ǣڵܲãĿܣ"ҽͻȻɫˡ
ؾԼһҽͲһ԰ѻ˵ôôģ˲𰡣
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ҽͬǳ˵"һҽѧϵʡ"
......
غҽϳȥ"ͻͻ"ˡôʱ,ƴϵͻȻֿʼ.ˡ,ҽֽĺҪǳˣԻᱻ̨ġ
ҽûзӦ̨̳,ʼ飬ȻһЩصơ
ѵüͷ,ٲ˹ȥ,̾͸˺ƺƵһȺǺĹҲãǻʼһҲգ˵˼ϡ
ߵ̨ԿɫҰʹ΢΢ŵ죬һ¡Ǹ³˼˵ȺУٻῴΣսˡ
ңȺȻзѾȫˡصļУȫû¡ųȻеĲʵҲĸȫ֪е£ºˣֱժŵȥˡѾǺüʮǰˡ
"ΪʲôҽƲգ"һҽǵƣسһ䡣
ҽΪѵ˵"£ҽƲյרԸ³˼˵ġ̫ûҽƲơֻܽй۲ȶ顣ֻԶڵʱ򣬽ǧѾûǳֹˡصƷʽҲȱҲһҽƹżϿԲжϻµ"
"Ҳ˵ûƷ"ɫˡ
ҽսս˵"£ֻܾȶǵƷʽʺࡣǳ׳Σա"
"̥ժƵģ"һ䡣
ҽæҡͷ"ԣ£̥ڻڵܹŹ֣ǵʽȫͬûаս̥ժһҪ......"ҽûѻ˵ȥ³˼˽ʮںĿѾһĳ̶ȡΪʵ̫ˡǸðһաοĺ
ĽͣеƲסŭ"׼ô죿ȥô"ϾĺġͬΪ³˼˵صȻʮӺġ
ڣ˵Ʒʽʺ࣬òЧĽѵͿԼĺʧôضҽļֱҪǧˡʵںѵϳ֡
ҽ֮һ˲ӿˡææ˵"£һ취ܹʱȶȻǿ԰ѻͻӦӵнļ"
ԣһеİ취ǶԣҲʮʱѡȫеĻܹ졣
ؾ;ˡԸҽǾܿȶȻĬ˶׼ɴǹ磬Ҫṩõҽ
Ĭ˶֮󣬻Сһ䣺"ǣ˭ͬһȥ"
붼û"Ȼȥ"
Ĭ˶"Ŷ"һ˵ʲôɨһȺˣǸϽˡ
һȺȻҲ仰еȻβɱһȺʼһѺ״̬µɫѿˡ
˸جΡ
μԼһ𷢱۵ŮĻϯصڷ޴ԭ̸ʨӺͽХоΪʲôԼ᲻ʨӣ֮ͱƵˡϾ˼ˡΪ𷢱۵Ů𼱻ǵľ......ˡֱҸˡôزôƯĳô......۾˵飬ֵȻܿƵľôֵšֻ......ţе㲻ԾˡΪʲôﶼëأôᶼëأ
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ʱˣҪҪôؿڣ
һ˲Ҳ֪ΪʲôͻȻˡӷ޴ԭ˷͢ᣬĪľͶһˡ𷢱۵ˣ˺˧ôú죬ȴ벻˭
߽ʹȻܶ˳еƮƮȻͿһֽϹϾվף˵ϲͻϲùӣ
;֣ʲôͻ˭˭ǻʲô˭ô
һ˲ˣǸ𷢱۵˺ĿȻ˵ʲôʱ
ʲô˳Ž𷢱۵¿ȥ
ʱ;ˣȻӳһ󸹱Լ......ǾԲơƶǣ
һ麹˲ʱԼʶղ......
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ؾô쿴ɫ۾ȫ
챻е㲻ڣ˵ǲ˵ôֻҪºӣȻǾͽԼǾûϵ˰һȥҪ飬Щ޹ذɣ
üͷĻȷʵûʲôԣǵԼġǣϸΪʲôǾòأʲôûϵأӡϾǺӵɣ
㲻ҪôͻȻôðһ䡣⻰һԼеˡڸ³˼кӵȻ˫ĸͬҺǸĸͬ䱦Ҳųе׵֣һսʧ١ǾԲָĸе顣
ЩΪ³˼˵ķܼ֮ѾٱˡΪֿͨƼֶνе̥ȵȷԽԽȽһӶĳ󶼲֪Լĸĸ˭
ˣӦСһֱصһ֡һֿѧֶܵΰɣһʼû뵽֮ĸ⡣
ǣҲ֪صԽôתģȻ뵽ô⡣ɲأϾǻ豸Ǹ࣬ɣԣҲǺӵֻǰѺ뿪ôǺӵĸôأ
ͻȻԽԽ࣬ԽԽ²̫ԣ൱Ŀ죬˵ӵĸô죿
챻ʵüëһˣ֮ǰѾ˵ķǳôأȻǽԼȻ࣬ӵк͸³˼˵ľȨ
첻òٺؽһ飬ԺӵĸȻ鰡ôһӶɣ
Ҳšü˵ôֻҵأǺӵڸ³˼Ҫĸͬģǵϰסӻȱݡ
ͷߵĿ˵Уǵϰ׺òãࡣңܣҲʲôӡô
Ծ͵۾죬˵ôô˵ǶôҪģ
ľ˵һ䣺⡣Ҿ෱ܵѾˡһҲġ
ضʱƿԣô뷨أҪӣ̫ˣ
غԵŪԼӦҪȥ˽ķصԲӦǾΪʲô첻ҪӡǡðɣȻô
ĵһͨʧܸգ
лҪ˵ףҴڿ֣ϼһ֣......ɶɶ
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ȻýĹٷ˵𿴸³˼˵ֵǿ󣬵Ĺжǰ,ѷһġ仰,ȫΪŵô
ļһϢ,ʱˡǵⱻŪĺܲ,ڹĵλҲһܵس,ΪжӵĹϵ,ļҲϵϢҲ˳ʱۺͲ²׷ӿļҵҲ˸ֹѪ汾Ĺ¡ĵȻǱ۸ĻСһƱˡ
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躣ȵһʱͷԮߵۣڶĴʾǣֱΪ\"\"ĲΡһʹļ׵ģָ֮³˼˵һ\"\"Ůȡ
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ˣȵۣⷬҲʱڶýĹжӷˡԼŮȥ϶ӵǽôǶôѪԵĻⰡȤĺŻΪ·ڵġ
һƬзĸֻ⣬ȴȫ֪ġڴ̥ڼ䣬ظЩԣÿ˳Ժѧϰʣµʱ䶼ˡ
λ\"\"\"û\"۵\"Ͳ\"Ըһ컹ΪǵһμǸô
ɮҶʶôɴһûɮô
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\"Ӳûĸ\"
\"ĸԺӵĳɳܴá\"
\"ûĸӵĸԻ\"
\"ĸΰĴڣ\"
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쳯ط˸ۣ˵\"ǲǻ˵ĸĺǸûĸĺǸݰ\"
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üͷšˡĻôȻŲ⣡Ѿˡ
뵽̲ס.ԴӴԽֱӦӲϾ侲һµʱ䶼ûСһ㣬Ȼ˰һ˻У˺ôȻ컹ڶĸ......קص\"ôˣ\"
첻֪ôľӷȣ˵\"أǲȱĸ\"
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е㾪ȵĿͻȻ̫һϢ\"˵ˣ\"
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쿴صıӰͻȻеЦˡɣضˣĸأ
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ʱĸͻȻһ󶯾......
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ҽһԵĳ䣬ͿɫɷסʱһȺҲŵĲᡣĬ˶ڳ״Ͻȥأָҽ顣
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СһƺоԼ˫ף൱ɣʱССһʾԼĴڸСԸоС֫šһĪѪĸоһʱκηӦ
һ˲ůͱһŭϡһŭ˲Ǳءڷʲô裿
ڸоͬʱȴˡȻʲôĶﶯǻĺӣô\\ڻأһ˵̥ô죿ңɫôѿĪĶ϶Ҳ˺
صɫʱˣΪһ³˼ôԼİܵĪ˺ο
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챻ؿ񷳣˵\ι㿴ûС͹ˣﰭۡ\أͻȻԼѹûҪȥǸδµĳòãʲôأ
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ԼͷʨӵĲûо̫ҲͽˣѾԼԽˡxxoo飬ԣѾûʲô˺
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족šĻӦһСʨӣȻĲɵͻоԼĶѾָԭ״̬һΪ˵ҽƼȽϸ˿ڶûˡ
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СʨӲŤŤ໡
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